Project “Split personality” Created 2012”

Poetry Is something that interest me allot Though it is not an aspect of my creativity I live out allot thru going to poetry slam jams and events and such but rather poetry to me currently is and aspect of what I do as an additional outlet for my creative writing flow When i’m not writing though everything I write can be placed in a song cos of the rhythmic nature of my writing because I am a songwriter. But to me being a good poet additional to being a good songwriter, meaning the combination of that makes very strong writing specially with the component of excellent composition lines that don’t come by every day. Those are strengths as a writer and  with the project on a journey to karma loop 100 poetic lyrics will be part and main feature of the book which is already written most part enjoy the poetry lyrics additional to all that is yet to come. sure in the future when music is on the path i want it I'll probably also be ready to do jams and spread more of my words in that world, but despite many who aren't songwriters not really understanding the distinguished differences in poetry writing and lyric writing though they have similarities, even the worlds in which these to different craft come alive separate from one another on many levels. For starters poetry  is heard on poetry jams & music gets' heard every where incl. the radio. 

I started writing poetry at the age of 13 and then got much deeper into it around 14/15 after a near death experience on the operation table in the hospital that occurred in an operation I had around that age. I was diagnosed with a tumor (not a negative one) but a huge tumour never the less that could be removed in time, in my head which had to be removed fast. So rushed from one day to the next my normal teenage life was turned up side down and I was faced with making a choice then and there which left me deff on one ear for life( ironic being that music is what i chose to do for a living ),  The tumor got removed and the visical scars remained (deff on my right ear but the left one does impeccable work for both) but most emotional scars went away thru poetry and that is the connection  I feel to words till this day.. They make my soul light and the heavy of life remains on paper as well as it’s joy and all thy above. 

My poetry is raw as well as my inturpitation of it because unlike what I do in writing music which is based on the hit potential aspect of songs I create, my poetry is simply what it is.. what I have to say without any water in the wine its raw as raw can be and sometimes more brutally honest then even my personality is which most claim is impossible because I am so brutally honest. 



1-SEXY 1

WHEN SEXY BROKE YOUR SPIRIT 
THEN YOU CRIED 
SO YOU CALLED IT LOVE / 
TO EASE THE PAIN AS SEXY STRANGLED YOU 
LIKE A SNAKE AND YOU HAD ENOUGH../ 
YOU WISHED YOU NEVER MET SEXY...
LATE AT NIGHT ALWAYS.. WAKING UP/ 
HOPING THAT ONE DAY WHEN YA 
WAKE... UP FROM A BAD DREAM /
YOU'LL BE LAYING NEXT TO SEXY.. 
MAYBE EVEN GET A CHANCE TO GET ON TOP/ 
GET ON TOP OF SEXY/ GET ON TOP OF LIFE/ 
CAUSE SEXY IS THAT ONE QUALITY THAT MAKES ALL COMPONENTS RIPE/ 
ALL THAT YOU LACK/ 
ALL PUZZLES YOU NEVER COULD CRACK 
SEXY PUT ALL IN PERSPECTIVE/ ...........
SEXY IS DANGEROUS.. LIKE TWO EYES.. 
WATCHING YOU CONSTANT IN THE DARK.. 
THO YOU NEVER XSPECTED THEM BEHIND YOU.. 
YOU CAN'T SHAKE EM OF.. 
SEXY WILL MAKE YOU FALL INLOVE 
EVEN IF YOU DON'T 
WANTING EVEN AS YOU TRY TO FIGHT IT OF.. 
SEXY IS A WEAPON THAT WILL 
MAKE EVEN YOUR MOST POWERFUL WEAPON 
SEEM LIKE A USELESS TOY.. 
SEXY WILL MAKE YOU 
NO MATTER HOW GROWN OF A MAN FEEL LIKE A LITTLE BOY.. 
SEXY.. WIL DESTROY YOU EVEN.. 
IF SEXY.. DON'T WANT TO.. 
CAUSE SEXY IS OUT OF CONTROL 
SEXY IS THE UNCONTROLABLE BEAST IN YOU!

2-SEXY 2

SEXY WILL SWOLOW YOU 
IN WHOLE 
AND SPIT YOU OUT TO SHOW YOU 
HOW TO REGAIN 
REAL CONTROL.. 
SEXY IS THE HOLY SPIRIT YOU SEEK FOR 
BUT CAN'T SEEM TO FIND.. 
IN A DARKENED SOUL.. 
SEXY.. IS A LIGHT TO LEED THE WAY.. 
TO CLIMAX.. WHEN YOU'RE LOW. 
SEXY GET'S YOU HIGH AN TELLS YOUR BODY MIND AN SOUL 
HOW AND WHEN TO LET GO 
SEXY DOESN'T NEED NO GUIDANCE 
FOR SEXY IS BETTER OF TRACK
SEXY IS LIKE MACING WITHOUT TURNING ON YA MACK
SEXY IS THE ENGINE TO THE CAR WITHOUT A WHEEL..
SEXY IS THE AAAAAAAHHHH 
YOU CAN'T PUT YOUR FINGER ON 
BUT STIL FEEL
SEXY FEEL SO GOOD 
YOU WANNA FEEL SEXY 
OVER AND OVER AGAIN
SEXY IS ADDICTIVE SO 
IF SEXY IS YOU SO ARE YOU
AND AS THE TALE GOES THE SNAKE 
THAT SPITS THE POISEN 
CAN'T DIE OF IT'S OWN SIRUM 
SEXY WILL PUT YOU IN A DAZE 
HYPNOTIZED SINDROM
SEXY WILL EVEN WHEN YOU SMART..
MAKE YOU MOMENTARILY DUMB
SEXY WILL UNARM YOU
 CHARM YOU 
GET YOU NAKED WITHOUT A TOUCH
SEXY IS THE ONE THING YOU AND I KNOW.. 
YOU LIVE FOR TO WANT TO WATCH

3-SEXY 3

SEXY IS JUSTIFIED WITHOUT JUSTICE 
FOR SEXY SIMPLY IS
SEXY AIN'T LOOKING FOR 
NO BUSYES SEXY IS THE BIZZ
SEXY DON'T NEED TO DISS YOU 
IF YOU AIN'T SEXY YOU ALREADY DISSED.. 
SEXY DON'T NEED TO FUCK YOU 
CAUSE YOU FUCKED IF YOU AIN'T SEXY
THO MANY THINK SEXY MUST BE DUM OR STUPID ,
REAL SEXY IS ACTUALLY PRETTY SMART, 
NOT CAUSE SEXY WORKS OVERTIME,
NO SEXY IS A PIECE OF ART
SEXY IS PERSUASIVE IN "REAL TIME " ON THE CLOCK
CAUSE SEXY HAS TO BE SPONTANIUS, 
KIND OF A LITTLE BIT OF EVERYTHING 
SEXY IS  GENIUS
SEXY ALWAYS HEARS THE DOOR WHEN 
COMMON SENS KNOCKS
NOW DOWN TO WHAT IS REAL SEXY ..& 
ON THE CONTRARY SEXY THAT'S CREATED
CAUSE THO MANY DON'T GET THE 
DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THOSE TWO, 
THOSE TWO ARE NOT RELATED
REAL SEXY IS INTELIGENT FAST AND UPBEAT
REAL SEXY IS THE FIRST TO WALK 
WHEN THE LIGHT ON THE 
STREET TURNS GREEN
CAUSE REAL SEXY IS ALURT , 
ALWAYS REAL ALURT, 
LIKE A MOTHER FUCKER REAL 
SEXY KNOWS WHERE YOU HURTS
EVEN IF YOU DON'T SEE THE WOUND 
YOU FEEL IT AND IT'S WORTH IT

4-SEXY 4

SEXY NEVER LIES CAUSE SEXY 
ONLY SPEAKS ONE TONGEU
SEXY CAN TELL YOU THE TRUTH AND 
STILL YOU'LL FEEL LIKE YOU'VE BEEN LIED TO, 
CAUSE UNLIKE LOVE SEXY DOESN'T DO THE, 
WHAT WHAT AND THE WHO WHO?
WITH THE TONE OF LONGING AND PROMIS OF 
FOREVER SEXY ALWAYS REMAINS YOUNG
SEXY IS NOT HOLOW OR SOMETHING YOU 
ARE SIMPLY NOT
SEXY WILL MAKE YOU 
FOLLOW WANT IT SO BAD TILL 
YOU'VE FORGOTTEN
SEXY HAS NO PLAN YET IS, THE LAY AWAY PLAN
SEXY CAN DO EVERYTHING
WHEN YOU NEED TO "SPOTLIGHT" YOU CAN
SEXY WILL REMIND YOU THERE IS 
SOMETHING TO LIVE FOR
SEXY IS THE REASON 
FOR THE WORDS J'ADORE
SEXY LEAVES YOU WANTING
MORE MORE AND MORE AND MORE
AND LIKE A FOUNTAIN OF YOUTH 
SEXY ALWAYS HAS MORE IN STORE
SEXY DOES'N FIGHT WARS
THO SOME CLAIM SEXY IS THE 
ROOT OF DESTRUCTION
SEXY IS MERE A DISTRACTION AWAY 
FROM EVERYTHING IS IF YOU 
FOLLOW IT'S ACTIONS
SEXY DOESN'T PICK UP 
A GUN SEXY IS SIMPLY FUN
CAUSE FOR SEXY THE BATTLE 
CAN'T BE LOST SO SEXY  HAS ALWAYS WON
SEXY AIN'T A BEGINNER, NOR A SINNER NOR A SAINT
SEXY IS LIKE WATCHING WET WALS DRY OF PAINT
SEXY MAKES INPATIENT, AND CARRIES ANCIENT SECRETS
SEXY IS SO SEXY 
 WHEN SEXY IS INLOVE 
WITH YOU IT'S ONLY CAUSE .. 
IN THAT MOMENT AND TIME YOU 
ARE SO SEXY TO
WHEN SEXY AIN'T FEELING YOU NOMORE, 
WHEN YOU'RE ALL FEELING BLEU
SEXY DOESN'T EVEN KNOW 
THAT'S WHAT SEXY PUTS YOU THRU
CAUSE SEXY HAS NO SPACE AND TIME 
NOR AN AGENDA, SEXY IS REALLY FREE
NOT THE KIND OF FREE LIKE SOME 
SAY THEY ARE BUT AIN'T 
NO SEXY IS FREE LIKE ME

5 THE PAST YESTERDAY 

AS BRICK BY BRICK STONE BY STONE
THE PAST MUST BE LEFT ALONE
 LIKE TARING THE WALS THAT ONES BUILD A HOUSE
THE NEW MEDIA THE NET YOU BROWSE 
THE OLD IS DEAD AND 
GONE FORGOTTEN BY THE WISE
THO THE DESPRERATE HOLD ON 
AND WITH THAT DESPISE
MY NEW TODAY MY WAY MY 
ROAD MY BRIGDE 
THE BREAD 
THE TRALE I FOLLOW
THE LIGHT WAS LID 
AND I ADBIT THE HOUSE TORN DOWN 
WILL BUILD ME UP FOR MATERIAL 
IS WHICH HOLDS AS BACK, SO STOP
THE PAST IS NOW A MESS A PILE
ONLY THOSE LIVING IN ILLUSIONS 
STILL SEE THE STYLE 
IN WHICH IT ONES WAS BUILD BEFORE 
FOR THOSE MOVING ON IT CAN 
NOT BE RESTORED
I NEED NOT MORN AS NEITHER YOU
BUT AS YOU DO
I NEED DISTANCE FROM YOU
 CAUSE THE PAST IS NOT MY 
FRIEND MY FRIEND
 I DO NOT LIKE THE WAY YOU PRETEND
 THE PAST IS YOUR FRIEND 
WHEN IT SUCKED YOU DRY
 FOR HERE AT NIGHT YOU 
BRAKE DOWN AS THE PILE 
 THE PILE OF MESS THAT 
HOUSE IS NOW THAT HOUSE OF PAST 
ABOUT WHICH YOU CRY
HOW COME YOU DINY NOT TO SEE THE DAY
 HAVE YOU GOTTEN LOST IN THE FOG OF GREY
 WELL AS YOU MAY WANT 
TO STAY BEHIND
 I FEEL SAD FOR YOU STILL MUST DECLINE
 CAUSE THE PAST IS 
NOT MY FRIEND MY FRIENS
  THAT WHY YOU NEED 
SO MUCH PRETENDING
 TO HOLD IN TO THOT WHICH IS LONG GONE
 AND NOW ONLY LONGS FOR IT TO BE LEFT ALONE
 CAUSE AS YOU HOLD ON 
TO THE PAST IT WILL HONT YOU
 HONT YOU TO BELIEVE YOU CAN NOT MOVE
 THERE FORE YOU'LL BE STUCK AND MOCKED BY YESTERDAY
 AND AS YOU STAY STUCK IT 
WIL BLOCK YOUR WAY
THE LONGER YOU STAY 
BETWEEN THE DAYS
 THE DOOR OF BEHIND YOU 
AND THE DOOR OF IN FRONT
WILL BOTH BE SHUT AND 
YOU BE LEFT IN BETWEEN
 FOREVER STUCK IN LIFE 
WITHOUT MEANING



6 NEVER ASKED 

I NEVER ASKED FOR ANYONE TO MORTGAGE MY FUTURE
 FOR WE ALL KNOW BREATH OF GOD IS UNSURE
 FOR ALL ELSE THAT MIGHT SEEM SECURE
 LIFE IS THAT ONE THING WHICH 
WE CANNOT HOLD ON TO FOR EVER MORE
 THEREFOR YOUR MORGAGE HAS NO WORTH
IF IN PLACE FOR IT YOU CHOOSE TO 
TAKE FROM ME THAT WITCH DOES
MY WORDS MY WAYS ..MY ME.. NATURALLY 
MY VISIONS .. .. 
AS YOU TRY TO EXCHANGE 
MY REAL FOR YOUR FAKE
 CAUSE YOU ARE BRAKING DOWN MY HOUSE 
AS YOU TRY TO PRO CLAIM TO LAY A   FOUNDATION FOR  IT
 THO I DECLINED YOU KEEP REWINDING IT
AS SOME SICK PUPPET ON A BATERY
YOU KEEP ON LOOSING THE LOTERY
 THE LOTERY OF LIFE IS NOT.. STANDING STILL
IT'S FILLED WITH MOVEMENT " WITH GLOW" LOOK 
AT ME SEE.. AS YOU WILL
I DO NOT WINT YOUR FUNDS MY FRIEND IF 
THAT WHAT YOU DO NOW IS THAT WHICH 
WITH IT YOU  INTENDED 
TO TREAT MY LIFE ASSIF IT'S YOURS'
TO SET IN MOTION AND TRY TO FORCE
THE COURSE OF EVENT'S MY LIFE SHOULD HAVE
GOD ..
 I KNOW.. YOU REALLY NOW.. 
ARE MAKING THE REAL GOD ABOBVE LAUGH
 AND FOR YOUR JOKES YOU PLAYED ON ME MY FREIND, 
THE REAL GOD WATCHING HAS A PLAN 
THE PLAY YOU WON'T KNOW.. UNTILL THE DAY TO SOON 
YOUR LIFE HE' LL TAKE FOR YOU DO NOT CHERISH IT ANYWAY .. 
WHY SHOULD YOU.. TAKE ANOTHER'S PLACE 
ON THIS PLANET WHERE THOSE LIKE ME SSEK LIFE OF TOMORROW
YOU ONLY SEEK ..ONLY DEATH.. OF YESTERDAY 
THE LONG BURIED AND GONE YOU SEEK THE ROTTEN 
FLESH LONG ROTTEN AWAY
PARDON PARDON "JE VU PLAY" I DO NOT LIKE THE 
WASTE OF MY TIME .. BULLSHIT GAMES YOU PLAY.!. OK.. 

7 TWISTED  

YOU CLAIM I'S ALL TWISTED AND REVERSED, 
YET TILL THIS DAY WHO KEEPS PLAYING THE 
GAME OF WHO COMES IN FIRST
 THAT IS ALL ON YOU CAUSE AL I DO 
 IS SAY THAT FIRST IS NOT ENOUGH PROOF
 PRROF OF YOUR SKILL IS WHEN I SEE WITH MY OWN 
EYES AND HEAR WITH MY OWN EARS  YOU DO WITH SKILL WHAT I DO 
AND NOT WITH TRICKS AND SMOKE KURTAN'S AND SUCH
 YOU SPEND YOU SPEND YOU SPEND SO MUCH
 ONLY TO ALL COME UP SHORT IN HUMAN TOUCH
YOU DO NOT TOUCH THOSE WIHC YOU PAY 
TO STAY AROUND YOU TO KEEP ON PLAYING
 YOU DO NOT TOUCH THERE HEARTS YOU KNOW
 YOU ONLY SERURE THEM FUND AND SOME MONTHS
OF A LIFE THAT'S UNREAL CAUSE. IT'S PROGRAMMED
TO GO THE WAY YOU SAY IT SHOULD
AND IF EVER THEY TO LIKE I HAVE, REALLY WOULD
 BRAKE AWAY FRO YOU THE SAME YOU'D DO
 YOU'D WASTE THERE TIME JUTS LIKE YOU HAVE MINE
 FOR WHAT YOU FEAR MOST IS TO BE ALONE
 YOU COWARD YOU COWARD  FROM HERE ON IN
 STOP WASTING MY TIME YOUR ON YOUR OWN

8 DON'T STIR UP THE ANGER

DON'T STIR UP THE ANGER
DON'T STIR UP THE ANGER
YOUR BRINGING YOURSELF IN DANGER
IT'S WITHIN THE FIELD OF THE ONE WITH THE KNOWLEDGE TO KNOW
THAT ANGER IS NEVER GOOD CONTROLLED BUT BEST SERVING SOMETIMES WHEN CONTROLLED
THAT ANGER IS ALWAYS THERE UNDER THE THUNDER OF BEING AWARE
THAT IS USE OF IT 
IS NOT ALWAYS THE WAY OF THY AWARE
AS YOU OBVIOUSLY CAME UNPREPARED 
FOR SUCH AN OUTBURST
CAUSED BY THIRST OF JUSTICE
MY JUSTICE
AS YOU CLAIM IT NEVER IS
I THINK OF THE DRUM THAT MAKES ME OVERCOME
THE SOUND OF THE ANGER THAT LINGERS RIGHT BENEATH THE SERVICE OF THE SKIN
ONLY FOR THAT MOMENT THAT SECOND
WHERE I'D BE DISTRACTED ENOUGH TO LET THE WORDS IN
YOUR WORDS
THAT ARE MEANT TO HURT
BUT THE PROBLEM IS 
THEY DON'T THEY RUB ON THE SERVICE
SCRATCH THE SERVICE
BUT IN A WRONG WAY
IT RUBS ME THE WRONG WAY
WHAT DO I HAVE TO SAY
WHY DO I HAVE TO HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT SOMETHING YOU KNOW YOU CAUSE
LIKE THE FILLING OF A POT MEANT TO FLOOD THE BORDERS
ONE IT REACHES THE LIMIT
TIMID
THE CONTRARY OF SOMETHING SO HUMAN YET SO SCARY 
THE ANGER 
ANGER 
THE KIND OF AROUSEMENT NOT PLEASURE
BUT OUTBURST
CAUSE BY THE THIRST THE HUNGER
THE SILENT NO LONGER
THE RAIN THE THUNDER
HAS FOUND A NEW SOURCE
DERAILING YOU INSTANTLY OF COURSE
AS YOU CAN' NOT STOP TO THINK OF SUCH OUTBURST
NOT AROUSING BUT YET SO
NO YOU HUNGER AND THIRST
FOR THAT ONE IN A MILLION OUTBURST
LIKE SOMETHING TO LONG FOR
TO HAVE AROUND 
YET IT'S NOT
IT'S SCARY 
TO THE POINT OF NOT KNOWING SOMETHING 
AS THAT EXISTED IN MANKIND
BUT IT DOES
IT'S THE OUTCOME TO ALL 
WE CLAIM TO WHICH WE ARE ALL BLIND
FOR THE REALLY INNER SENSITIVE SOULS AMONGST US TO FIND
AND THEN LIKE FROM A SLOW SILENT RIVER ALL THIS UN RECOGNIZED BY MANY COMBINES
AND TURNS IN US A WILD RIVER
THAT FLOWS IN A SEE
AND SEEKS IT'S RELEASE
ON A SURE THAT LEADS
TO AN ISLAND WHERE WE STAND
IN TOTAL UTTER PEACE

9 GUNS

THEY SHOOT TO KILL
JOB IS TO DRILL
THRU YOUR BODY LIKE A WORD
CHOSEN BY THE SKILLED
TARGET FOR TARGET 
AIM TO SHOOT
SHOT'S
PRECISELY AIMED
THE GAME
YOU PLAY WITHOUT KNOWLEDGE
THEN IT'S NOT THE SAME
LIKE A PICTURE  FRAMED
THAT CLEAR IS THE VISION
MARKED IS YOUR NAME
THE BEAST UNTAMED
FOCUSSED ON YOU IN THE DARK
YOU THE BORD 
I THE DARTS
PIERCING THRU SKIN
LIKE YOUR NOTHING PAPER THIN
YOU CROSSED A LINE
CHANGING EVERYTHING
THE RULES OF THE HEART DON'T APPLY TO YOU
NO LONGER
NOW ONLY GUNS AIM AT YOU
SHOOTING YOU DOWN
WITH EVERY WORD
EVEY FROWN
EVERY GLANS
EACH THOUGH
COT NOW YOU ARE BEHIND ENEMY LINES
WHAT DEFINES THE RULES YOU BROKE
RESPECT AND HONORING
CERTAIN CODES
THE LAW OF THE WORD
USED UNPRACTICED BY YOU I HEARD
WORD FOR WORD
AS YOU SPOKE
YOU CAUSED YOURSELF TO CHOKE
DI I ASK YOU NO
DO I AGREE
NO
THEN WHY YOU HANGING ON TO SHIT
THAT FOR YOU IS A NO GO
YOUR MARKED NOW
AS NON EXISTING
UNINTERESTING
NOT EVEN WORTH THE BULLET
MEANT TO KILL YOU
ETHIC
A SKILL YOU OBVIOUSLY 
NEVER LEARN TO PRACTICE
EPIC FOR THE PLAYER
WITH NO OWN TACTIC
WHAT IS YOUR GAME 
YEAH YOU DON'T KNOW
YOU JUST SIMPLY FELL IN A WEB
SPUN
TARGET OF THE GUN
THOUGH IT  WAS JUST FUN
TILL THE TABLES TURNED
AND YOUR LESSON HAD TO ME LEARNED
LIKE A GEEK
YOU EARNED
THE WALK OF SHAME
LIKE DO YOU KNOW THAT WALK
THRU A LONG HALL
WHERE ALL EYES STARE ON YOU
AND EVERY ONE KNOWS YOUR NAME
BUT NOT IN A GOOD WAY
YEAH THE WALK OF SHAME
IS THE OATH YOU ARE ON
WHILE CAREFULLY PLACED
BY ME IN A FRAME
LIKE HUNG ON THE WALL AND FORGOTTEN ABOUT 
YOU DON'T MATTER AT ALL
YOU ARE NO OFFICIALLY 
OUT
NO NEED FOR ASKING WHAT ELSE THIS IS ABOUT
OUT
IN
YEAH WHERE DO WE BEGIN
THAT WAS THE PLACE WHERE 
YOUR IN BALANCE BEGAN
NOT KNOWING WHAT TOE NOT TO STEP ON
YOU STEPPED ON MINE
AS A PRO OF COURSE 
I FIRST SMILED AT YOU KIND
PRETENDING TO BE BLIND
LOOKING WHERE 
YOUR BOOSTED UP NEW EGO 
WOULD LEAD YOU TO
AS I LIFTED YOU
WELL SADLY
YOU TO
TURNED SOMEWHAT JUST LIKE THE REST
AFTER BEING PRAISED AS ONE OF MY BEST
HOW FAST THEY TURN IT TO BEASTS
LIKE THE PIGS MUST BE GRILLED
NOR FOR THE NEXT FEAST
THE FEAST OF YEAH WHATEVER
SORRY BUT EM
NO YOU DIDN'T HANDLE THAT VERY CLEVER
ARE YOUR TALKING TO ME
SORRY THINK IT'S BETTER 
YOU BACK OF AWAY FROM ME
YOUR BLOCKING THE VIEW OF THAT I'M TRYING TO SEE
NOT YOU OF COURSE
WHO ARE YOU EVEN
YEAH THAT IS THE PLACE IN LINE ONES I STOP BELIEVING
IN YOU
LIKE MARKED MY THE GUN
THE BULLET
OF NO I DIDN'T FORGET
MY GUNS

10 SLIPPERY SLOPE 

SLIPPERY SLOPE THE WAY WE COPE 
INJECTING OUR DAYLY DOPE
LIKE A ROAP THAT TIES TOGETHER ALL THAT MAKE UP A SOAP
WEA RE ALL AT A END OF A ROAD
THE END OF THE ROAD, WEHRE THAT IS WHO KNOWS
SLIPPERY SLOPE AND STILL SOME MANAGE TO ACTUALLY REALY COPE
IN THIS LIFE OF MADNESS THE HABBIT'S 
THAT COULD DRIVE ONE OF THE BENCH
SLIPPERY SLOPE 
FROM DOSE TO DOSE
OUR TIME IS THE CURRENCY INDEED
OUR TIME IS THE ONLY THING OF WHICH WE ARE IN NEED
WHEN THE TIME IS NEAR 
WHEN IT'S ALMOST CLEAR OUR TIME MUSTT COME TO GO
THO FOR SOME THAT REALIZATION NEVER COMES 
THEY SIMPLY SUDDENLY JUST GONE
UNEXPECTED  TO US  YET TO TIME EXPECTED ALL ALLONG
AS THE LIFESTYLE LED SPEEDID UP TIME
COLLECTING IT FOR YOUR LITTLE CRIMES
NOT SEEN WITH THE NAKED EYE 
THO ACTUALLY ALSO NOT 
SUREPRISING IF YOU LOOK HARD JUST TRY
SLIPPERY SLOPE THE WAY WE 
COPE FROM DOSE TO DOSE EACH DAY
SLIPPERY SLOPE  IS AN ADDICTED  TO RODE
ADDICTED TO SOME SENSATION
OR SOMETHING CAUSING SENSATION
DANCING A DANGEROUS DANCE
IN TRANCE
ON A ROAP ONE COULD ALSO EASALY FALL OF
SLIPERY AS IT IS
WE ALL SLIP AT TIMES BUT WHEN WE MANAGE TO COPE
WE SLOWLY LEARN TO CRACK THE CODE
DON'T SLIP DON'T SLIP
EVEN ON THE TIP OF YA TOWS YOU'VE GOT TO BALANCE
WALK A STEADY LINE 
ONE STEP AT A TIME
DON'T FOCUS TO MUCH ON IF YOU COULD TRIP
JUST ONE STEP AT A TIME
TIK TOK TIK TIK A TOK
SEE LIKE LEARNING TO WALK
NOW WALK AND TALK AT THE SAME TIME
JUST STAY ON THAT STRATE LINE
NO NEED TO HURRY YOU'VE GOT TIME
JUST ONE STEP AT A TIME
SLIPPERY SLOPE SLIPPERY SLOPE  
INJECTING OUR DAYLY DOPE
WE GONNA COPE WE GOTTA COPE
EACH AT THE END OF THERE END OF THE CONNECTED  ROPE
SLIPPERY SLOPE SLIPPERY SLOPE  
INJECTING OUR DAYLY DOPE
THAT'S HOW PEOPL & COMMUNITIES GROW
SLIPPERY SLOPE SLIPPERY SLOPE  
INJECTING OUR DAYLY DOPE
A ROAD I DON'T REALLY WALK
THO TO SOME IT MIGH LOOK THAT WAY
CAUSE OF HOW I WALK MY WALK AND TALK MY TALK
BUT THERE AIN'T SLIP WHEN WE AIN'T SLIPPED
WHE WE SIMPLY ON OUR PATH
WALKING TOWARDS OUR DESTINY
SO DON'T CATCH WHEN I AIN'T FALLING
JUAT LEARN TO WALK ON YOUR ROPE
SLIPPERY SLOPE SLIPPERY SLOPE  
AS WE INJECTING OUR DAYLY DOPE

41 SPLIT PERSONALITY 1

ONE PERSON SPLIT IN MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLE
ALL VERY REAL INDEED
EACH ONE WITH AN OWN CHARACTER
IN THERE OWN DIRECTION "RAPTURE"
MANY FULL PERSONALTIES DEVELOPED FULLY IN THERE OWN DIRECTION
IT'S A SLIGHT CORRECTION OF NATURE
TO KEEP US SAIN INSIDE
THO FOR SOME IT MIGHT SEEM IT'S CRAZY
CRAZY IS, IF YOU DON'T KNOW OF ALL THE PEOPLE THAT LIVE IN YOU
BUT IN YOU, IN ME, IN EVERY ONE, THERE LIVE MANY PEOPLE.. MORE THEN TWO
EACH ONE VERY INDIVIDUAL YET NOT ALL EQUAL
ONE THE STRONGEST IS THE LEADER 
AND THE REST MUST FOLLOW
WHERE EVER THIS LEADER IN US GOES
TO ME THE LEADER IS CREATIVE
THE SECOND IS  ALL ABOUT LAW AND ORDER
THE REST JUST DON'T LIKE TO GET BOTHERED MUCH
 THEY ARE NOT ABOUT THE SPOTLIGHT
MORE LIKE A CHIELD IN NEED OF CARE
MORE LIKE A KID THAT LOVE THRUTH OR DARE
BUT WHEN THE LEADER CATCHES US WE ARE ALL IN DEEP TROUBLE
CAUSE THE LEADER LIKES THING HER WAY 
AND SHE HATES OUR LITTLE BUBBLES OF THOUGHTS
THAT POP UP IN HER HEAD
WE LOVE HER DEEP, BUT SHE WOULD RATHER LOVE TO KILL US ALL INSTEAD
SHE DOES NOT LIKE THE REST OF US TO PLAY
SHE DOES NOT LIKE TO WASTE OUR TIME, THE WAY WE LOVE TO WASTE
THO WE FEEL IT'S UNFAIR
THEN HOW DARE SHE ALWAYS DETERMINE FOR US ALL WHAT HOW AND WHERE
IF WE CAN, OR NOT AT ALL, SHE ALWAYS COMES PREPARED
WE PRISONERS OF THE LEADERS WORLD
PRISONERS OF HER WORD
WE HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO LISTEN
THO WE TO HAVE A VOICE
 WE LOVE TO PLAY WE LOVE TO PLAY
OH SHUT UP THE LEADER SAYS
SHE HATES US WHEN WE GET THAT WAY, LIKE LITTLE KIDS
THAT WANT TO PLAY
SHE SAYS WE WILL FIND OURSELF HOMELESS SOMEDAY
 IF WE DON'T DO AS SHE SAYS
SHE SAYS THEN YOU WILL WISH YOU LISTENED TO ME
LISTEN TO ME SHE SAYS
LIFE IS TO SHORT  YOU MUST ABORT
YOUR INDULGING FANTASIES

42 SPLIT PERSONALITY 2

IF IN THIS LIFE YOU WANT TO ACHIEVE AND NOT ONLY JUST BELIEVE
IN WHAT YOU COULD , BUT WON'T YOU DON'T
THEN YOU MUST DO NOT SAY
YOU CAN NOT PLAY , YOU CAN NOT PLAY
AT LEAST NOT NOW TODAY
TOMORROW I WILL PLAY WITH YOU
SHE TREATS US LIKEA CHIELD
BUT YET SHE MAKES THE TIME 
TO PLAY WHEN PLAY IS WORK AND WORK IS PLAY THE SAME
SHE TO IS REALLY CHILDISH WHEN IT COMES TO GAME
BUT FOR THAT WE MUST  BARE WITH HER AND STOP THE CHILDISH GAMES
NOW WE DON'T KNOW IN WHICH DIRECTION WE WILL BE HEADING TOMORROW
ALL THE REST OF US DO KNOW, IS 
THAT WHATEVER WE MUST FOLLOW
CAUSE THO WE DO NOT LIKE HER WAYS ALWAYS 
SHE NEVER LED US WRONG
AND MOST OF ALL, OF ALL OF US SHE'S THE ONE THAT'S MOST 
STRONG
THE CREATIVE US, IN WHICH WE TRUST
IS CREATIVE WITH EVERYTHING
WITH THE FOOD WE EAT THE WAY WE WALK.. ALL THE WAY TO THE SONGS WE SING
SHE'S IS ALWAYS THERE WHEN WE CALL
ALWAYS THERE WHEN WE FALL
TO PICK US UP AND SAY IT WILL BE OK
I'LL THINK OF A CREATIVE WAY
SHE TREATS US 
LIKE HER LITTLE POPPETS OR WORSE EVEN DOLLS
SHE MAKES US FEEL SO SMALL
TO THE POINT WHERE WE STAY BEHIND
AS SHE WINDS AND SPINS AND TURNES 
THE WORLD IN WHICH WE TO MUST LIVE IN
EACH DAY AS THE WORLD SPINS

43 THE BEAUTY IN THE CHAOS 1

THE BEAUTY IN THE CHAOS
IS NOT A DISTORTION OF THE TRUTH
IT'S A PORTION OF THE TRUTH
THAT IS EVEN BEAUTIFUL
WHEN ALL ELSE IS NOT
WHEN ALL ELSE IS IN CHAOS
LIKE THAT WHICH GIVES IT LIFE
TO A TREE IT'S ROOTS
THE BEAUTY IN CHAOS
FEEDS ALL THAT IS BEAUTIFUL IN THE CHAOS
IT EVEN SOMETIMES THRIVES ON CHAOS 
BEYOND THE BORDERS OF A CHAOTIC SCENE
LIKE A DREAM WITHIN A NIGHTMARE LIKE SOMETIMES IF YOU STOP AND STARE 
AT SOMETHING CHAOTIC LONG ENOUGH
YOU'LL REALIZE THAT MAYBE THE CHAOTIC PART IN ALL THAT IS YOU
LIKE TAKE ME WITH A POUND TO MUCH OR TWO
WHERE OTHERS THINK.. O GOD.. THAT'S THE ISSUE
I KNOW JUST WHAT TO DO
FIND AN OUTFIT THAT WILL SUITE 
THAT POUND TO DO WHAT EXTRA POUNDS AR SUPPOSE TO DO
SEE CHAOS SOMETIMES IS YOUR IMAGINATION
ALL THAT YOU CREATE IN YOUR MIND
OUT OF ALL THAT YOU DO NOT HAVE THE PATIENTS
TO UNDERSTAND TO REALLY GET
OR SIMPLY JUST LET BE
JUST CLOSE YOUR EYES.. FOR ONE SECOND.. AND TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE
DO YOU STILL SEE CHAOS
OR DO YOU FEEL FREE
IF CHAOS IS STILL ALL YOU SEE WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED 
THAT'S EXACTLY MY POINT YOU SEE

44 THE BEAUTY IN THE CHAOS 2

WHAT IF I'D ASK YOU TO TURN ALL THAT'S CHAOTIC IN TO BEAUTY
WHERE WOULD YOU START
WHAT WOULD YOU REMOVE
WHAT WOULD YOU DELETE
THE WHOLE MESS AS YOU CALL IT
BUT WHAT IF THE MESS IS YOU
SEE WHAT I MEAN 
YOU THEN HAVE TO REMOVE THAT TO
BUT YOU ARE THE OBSERVER 
SO TELL ME WHAT IS TO DO
WHEN THE OBSERVER IS THE CHAOS
AND THE CHAOS IS JUST STILL
A STILL IMAGE NOT MOVING
THINGS THAT YOU SEEM TO FIND RATHER UNSUITING
YOU ALWAYS SEEM TO BE QUIT OBSESSED WITH THAT SHINY NEW THING
BUT DID YOU KNOW THAT NEW THINGS ALSO GET OLD
WELL IT IS SO
AS I WAS TOLD
AND THEN OF COURSE TO YOU 
THEY BECOME PART OF THE CHAOS TO
BUT TO ME I TRY TO FIND THE BEAUTY
IN ALL THAT YOU CAN'T SEE
MAYBE THAT IS THE POINT ON WHICH 
WE ALWAYS DISAGREE
WELL WE CAN ALWAYS AGREE TO DI AGREE
BUT STILL I CAN'T CHANGE 
HOW I CAN EVEN IF YOU CAN'T
SEE THE BEAUTY IN THE CHAOS
THE CHAOS ON YOU
IS NOT THE SAME AS THE CHAOS ON ME
BUT IF YOU TELL ME THAT YOU ONLY SEE CHAOS ON YOU
WITH THAT I WILL AGREE
BUT THAT IS WHERE WE MUST DRAW THE LINE YOU SEE
CAUSE YOU ARE YOU 
AND I AM ME
THERE IS NO WE
WHEN IT COMES TO CHAOS
THE BEAUTY FOUND IN IT IS WHAT IS SEEN

45 CLARITY 1

CLARITY IS THE PURE ENERGY THAT SUROUNDS US WHEN WE KNOW
THE PATH AHEAD DESIGNED FOR JUST US A ROAD THAT ACTUALLY GLOWS
CLARITY IS THE ROOT OF A TREE THAT WILL & IS DESTINED TO GROW
LIKE A RXTHM TO A DANCE WHERE I BOTH LEAD AND FOLLOW
CLARITY IS THE APLOUS AT THE END OF A GREAT SHOW
CLARITY IS LIKE THE ONLY MAN IN WHICH'S FOOTSTEPS I'LL EVER BE WILLING TO FOLLOW//
CRARITY RUNS TEN STEPS AHEAD ONLY TO COME BACK AND TELLL US WHERE & HOW TO GO//
CLARITY IS MORE IMAGINATION THEN YOU'LL EVEN NEED TO CREATE ,THINGS AS BEAUTIFUL AS THE IMAGE OF PURE GOLD//
I KNOW WHEN YOU AIN'T CLEAR, YOU AIN'T CAUSE IN YOUR EYES IT SHOWS//
THAT YOU UNLIKE I DO, DON'T SEE THE ROAD I PAINTED, SO YOU DON'T KNOW//
CLARITY IS NOT EASY TO COME BY, BUT MOST DEFINITELY WORTH TO FIGHT TO GAIN
CLARITY IS LIKE. ON A FIELD OF LIFE THAT ONE SPECIAL VERY UNIQUE GRAIN//
CLARITY IS THE FILTER THAT SEPARATED THE WORLD FROM THE PURE "CALLED" "THE BRAIN"//
CLARITY IS THE INSIDE THAT LET'S OUTSIDE, OUTSIDE WHEN YOU NEED A PLACE TO HIDE
CLARITY OPENS EVERY DOOR YOU'LL EVER HAVE TO GO THRU VERY OPEN WIDE//
AND GIVES YOU EVEN THE OPPORTUNITY TO COME BACK AND SEE IF THE DECISION WAS RIGHT//
CLARITY IS CLEARER THEN THE CLEAREST, OF CLEAR DAYS..// 
CLARITY IS A FRIEND TO ME  WHICH I CAN COUNT ON ALWAYS//
CLARITY IS YOU, IS ME BUT ONLY, WHEN WE SEE//
 WHEN WE ARE NOT BLINDED BY THE FOG THAT LIFE BRINGS TO US WITH STORMS//
CLARITY IS TENDER, SO TENDER AND SO WARM//
CLARITY IS THE ONE THING THAT UPLIFTS US FROM THE NORM//
CLARITY PUTS US IN TOP SHAPE, EVEN WHEN WE'RE OUT OF FORM//
CLARITY IS LIKE A STUDENT HOUSE IN WHICH YOU OWN THE WHOLE DORM//
FOR YOU THE ONE THE HOUSE LOOKS TO,TO ALWAYS BE ABLE TO PREFORM//

46 CLARITY 2

CRARITY IS LIKE, WE KNEW IT BEFORE, BUT NOW WE ONLY KNOW IT EVEN MORE//
CLARITY IS NOT THE OPPOSITE, YET ALSO NOT RELATED TO SECURE//
CLARITY THO IS THE GUIDANCE THAT ALL PEOPLE ASK FOR//
IN TIME OF DESPERATION HARdCORE BELIEVERS CALL ON CLARITY//
THEY THEN CALL IT GOD, THEY CALL IT ALLA THEY CALL IT MANY NAMES//
BUT PERSONALLY SINS I AM CLEAR I KNOW IT'S ALL THE SAME//
CLARITY IS THO ALL ARE PANIKT, I AM NOT.EVEN WHEN GETTING BLAMED//
CLARITY WILL PLACE YOU IN THE REAL PICTURE WITH THE RIGHT FRAME//
CLARITY WILL THEN EVEN CLEAR YOU & ALSO CLEAR YOUR NAME//
CLARITY IS A MILLON TIMES MUCH MORE WORTH THEN FAME//
CLARITY IS NO GAME, THEREFOR IT BARES NO SHAME//
CLARITY IS AN ARROW WITH A VERY FAR  REACH AND CLEAR AIM//
IN CLARITY THERE IS NO PAIN//
ONLY RELEASE, RELEASE IT ALL//
CLARITY IS THE , ONES YOU STAND UP.. YOU WILL NEVER FALL//
CLARITY IS XCITING AND NEVER EVER GET'S DOLL//
CLARITY MAKE YOU FEEL BIG AND IMPORTANT 
AND NEVER EVER SMALL//
CLARITY IS WHEN YOU FEEL SMALL
IT SAYS FORGET IT ALL//
 CLEAR YOUR MIND AND THINK IT THRU AGAIN//
 THEN FIRST MAKE THAT CALL//
CLARITY HANDS YOU THE BALL, WNEN YOU KNOW YOU WILL NOT MISS//
UNLIKE SEXY SOMETIMES COMES AND GOES TO FAS CLARITY IS MEANT TO LAST//
CAUSE LIKE TENDERNESS,
CLARITY IS MORE LIKE THAT LONG LASTING FOREVER NEVER ENDING MOST SWEET EVER KISS//

47 COT UP

COT UP IN WHAT OTHERS DEFINED AS WINNING
SHE AND HE THE PRICE WINNERS 
AT LEAST OF THIS STORY 
THE BEGINNING
AS SHE & HE
PAST ME FAST AS THEY WALKED TOWARDS THE RED CARPET
A  QWIk GLANCE OF HER EYES STROKED MINE
CAPTURED IN A STARE
ME AWARE OF THE 
THE SADNESS IN THE EYES
AS I SNAPPED A PICTURE
ASSIF I HAD RED HER FUTURE
SHE STOOD BEFORE ME NAKED
RAPED BY A LIFE THAT HAD NOT EVEN YET BEGAN
IN THE BABY STEPS OF IT 
BEHIND THE LINE THAT SEPARATED HER AND I
THAT LINE THAT LINE
THE SPOTLIGHT BETTER DEFINED
THERE SHE STOOD AS I WATCHED FORM BEHIND THE LIGHT
THE FLICKERING I CREATED
EACH TIME I CAPTURED THE LIFE
OF THE OTHER 
AS SHE STROLLED
FULLY IN CONTROL
IN A ROLL
STAYING IN ROLL
NOT OUT OF BALANCE
JUST SLIGHTLY CHALLENGED 
BY THE WAY SHE HAD TO CONSTANTLY KEEP BALANCE
ANOTHER FAST GLANCE
A STARE DIRECTLY INSIDE MY LENS
EVEN IN MY EYES
FROM BEHIND IT AS SHE TRIED
TO TWIST HER HEA TO THE SIDE 
AS I REALIZED 
TO CATCH A GLIMPSE OF MY FACE
HIDING BEHIND THE LENS
I STILL MANAGED TO CAPTURE HER ATTENTION
AS SHE TURNED AWAY
I COULD NOT SEE WHAT SHE MENTIONED
TO HIM
AS HE ALSO BEGAN TO STARE
AND BEFORE I KNEW IT 
IT WAS ASS IF THE REASON I WAS THERE
HAD TURNED INTO SOMETHING
I'M NOT SURE FOR WHICH I CAME PREPARED
THEN INSTEAD OF ALL THE EYES ON FOCUS
ON THE GLAM AND THE CARPET AND THE FAME
SHE SCREAMED OUT MY NAME
AND HE SCREAMED AS WELL
THEY CALLED ME FAME
SO BIZARRE THIS INCIDENT
SOMETHING QUITE NOT TO UNDERSTAND
AS I TURNED AWAY AND BEND
BEND OVER FORWARD
TO HIDE MY FACE
I REALIZED THE STARE
WAS COMING FROM EVERY WHERE
LIKE IN A HORRIBLE NIGHTMARE
THE REASON WHY I KNOW SHE AND HE WAS ACTUALLY THERE
THEY LIVED IN THIS NIGHT MARE
BUT ME OH NO NOT I
THE MODEST AND PECULIAR
ARE NOT TO BE CALLED STAR
A DIMMING LIGHT
ON AND OF
THAT'S HOW I'D DESCRIBE MYSELF
WHEN ON MAYBE WAY TO BRIGHT
FOR A DIMMING LIGHT
ONE MIGHT SAY
OH NO HERE THEY COME MY WAY
I SEE THE LIPS IN MOVEMENT
AND DON'T HEAR A WORD THEY SAY
HOW COME THEY CALL A NAME
FAME
AS THEY ASUME TO BE MINE
I MOVE MY LIPS AND TELL THEM
PLEASE STAY BEHIND YOUR LINE
CAN'T YOU SEE THE SIGN
HERE THIS IS MY LINE
FROM HERE AND AND WE STARE AT YOU
LIKE PEOPLE IN THE ZOO
ONLY YOUR ZOO IS MORE FLAMBOYANT 
THERE FOR LOVELY TO HOLD STILL IN TIME
WITH THIS INTERESTING LIGHT OF MINE
 A CAMERA DON'T LOOK IN IT
IT WILL MKE YOU BLIND
NOW MOVE ALLONG PLEASE MOVE A LONG
PLEASE GO ON WITH YOUR SHOW
MY NAME IS ARTIST
FAMILY OF FAME
YET MORE A DISTANT RELATIVE
I UNDERSTAND THE BIG CONFUSION
WE ARE ALL SOMEHOW RELATED WITH ILLUSION
SO I GET HOW YOU MIGHT DRAW THE CONCLUSION
THAT I MUST CROSS THE LINE
BUT NOT TODAY LET'S SEE TOMORROW
OR BETTER YET IN TIME
TILL THEN I'LL BE HERE
WATCHING FROM THE SIDE LINES
SIDE LINES, MY PLACE AND PART IN ALL THIS
SIDE LINES
AS I FOLLOWED THE SINGS THAT ALL EYES SIGNALED 
TO EACH OTHER
I COULD NOT HELP BUT TO FEEL RATHER BOTHERED
THEN 
SO FAST ALL WER AGAIN COT UP
WITH THEM SELFS AND THE LIGHT THEY WER SO COT UP
SO COT UP
NON STOP

48 PATH OF FAME 1

YOUR INFAMOUS PATH OF FAME
SO YOU WISH EVERYBODY KNOWS YOUR NAME
I PLAY THE GAME YOU PLAY THE GAME
BUT WE ARE NOT AND NEVER WILL BE THE SAME
FOR MY NAME IN MYSTERY
EVEN GIVES MY WORDS MORE MEANING
FOR YOU THO IT'S MORE ABOUT YOUR FACE 
WITHOUT WORDS THAT MEAN A THING
I DO NOT CARE FOR A SONG TO SING
IF THAT SONG DOES NOT MEAN ANYTHING
IN ENTERTAINMENT IT'S ALL ABOUT THE JOY AND THE LAUGHTER IT BRINGS
BUT WHEN THE JOY AND THE LAUGHTER ALSO BRING THRU MEANING
CHANGE THE THOUGHT YOU HAD SHAPE THE NEW ONES YOU'LL HAVE
THAT'S THE JOY THAT ACTUALLY GIVES ME REASON TO LAUGH
SEE SOME LIKE TO THINK THE PATH IS THE PATH
BUT THERE IS NOT ONLY ONE PATH
SEE EVEN WITHOUT A FACE 
LET'S SAY IT WOULD COMPLETELY BE ERASED
MY WORDS COULD STILL DAGGER YOU IN THE SOUL
LIFT YOU BACK ON THE FEET
GIVE YOU STRENGTH LIKE THE FOOD YOU DAILY EAT
TAKE AWAY THE ILLUSIONARY CONTROL
YOUR PATH YOUR PATH OF FAME
WHERE YOU'D DIE FOR IT AS LONG AS EVERYBODY KNOWS YOUR NAME
TO ME. THAT AIN'T REALLY A THRU GAIN
SURE WE ALL LOVE TO ONES OR TWICE STAGE DIVE IN OUR LIFE
BUT THEN THE BITTERNESS OF THE LACK OF LOVE YOU FELT IN YOUR DIVE
THAT STAGED CHARADE 
THAT PATH OF FAME ON WHICH MANY PARADE
AND SO FOR SOME IT ENDS BY CUTTING THEMSELVES WITH BLADES
OR WONDERING HOW COME THEY SUDDENLY FADE
OR DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW COME THEY STILL DON'T HAVE IT MADE
SOMETIMES WHEN I SAT IN THE SON
ALL I COULD LONG FOR THO WAS THE SHADES
THE YOU LONG FOR A HYPE EVEN UNRIPE
LIKE A FRUIT THAT DARE NOT YET BE EATEN
LIKE AN AIR NOT YOURS TO BE BREATHING
DIDN'T YOU SEE THE SNAKE THAT WAS SITTING RIGHT ON YOUR SHOULDER
SAYING EAT, EAT, BREATH, BREATH IT'S ALL YOURS
NO MATTER HOW YOU HAD TO HOOR FOR IT
IT'S ALL YOURS TAKE IT IN THIS IS YOUR CHANCE 
YOUR DANCE WITH THE EVIL, YOUR ROMANCE WITH THE TRANCE 
HYPNOTIZING YOU ALL THE WAY
YOUR FAME EVERYBODY WILL KNOW YOUR NAME

49 PATH OF FAME 2

BUT WHAT NAME
THE NAME THAT CAN EASALY BE BROUGHT TO SHAME
FOR YOU AIN'T WALKED ON NO PATH OF GLORY
FOR YOU AIN'T EVEN GOT A WORTH TO TELL STORY
FOR YOU STOOD UP ONE DAY
SOMEONE WHISPERED IN YOUR EAR 
WALK THIS WAY
WALK FAST , CAUSE IT WON'T LAST, GO WALK THAT WAY
AND EVEN IN KNOWING OF IT NOT BEING DESERVED
OH HOW YOU WISHED FOR IT TO STAY
YOUR LUST FOR IT BECAME LIKE A SEX-ADDICTION
OR A DRUG ADDICTION JUST THE SAME
YOUR LUST MADE YOU NOT TRUSTWORTHY TO ME CAUSE YOUR FULFILLMENT 
OF YOUR LUST FOR FAME, BECAME TO YOU THE MOST IMPORTANT GAIN
AND THO WITH THAT YOU CAUSED OTHER LIKE ME PAIN
FOR YOU IT WAS ALL THE SAME
YOUR LUST FULFILLMENT LIKE SOME ADDICTIVE STUFF, YOUR SUCH A FEEN
BUT THAT LUST, MAKES US NO LONGER BE ON THE SAME TEAM
I DREAM, I DREAM, YES SOMETIMES I DREAM
OF FAR AWAY LAND, NO LIFE JUST SAND
THE LONGING TO HEAR JUST THE ECHO OF MY SOUL
WITHOUT THE ECHO OF WHAT YOU CLAIM IS THE THRU GOAL
FAME FAME FAME FAME
YEAH SOOOOOO WHAT THEN I KNOW YOUR NAME.. SO WHAT.. I KNOW SO WHAT?
THO TO BE THRU WE NEVER WERE, NOR COULD HAVE BEEN ON THE SAME TEAM
YOUR LUST IS THE BRAKER OF EVERY TRUST
TURNS EVERYTHING ONES ALIVE INTO DUST
IT GIVES EVERYTHING SHINY, AN UGLY CRUST
YOUR LUST IS LIKE. YOU MUST YOU MUST YOU MUST
THEREFORE ALONE YOU CAN NOT BE TRUSTED
I SEE YOUR FACE IN A DISTANT LIGHT
IN SOME COLORED GLANS WAY TO BRIGHT
IN SOME WEIRD OUT FIT WAY TO TIGHT
AND I SIGH, I SIGH RELEVED FOR I'M RELEAVED 
THAT YOUR PATH OF FAME 
IS NOT MY PATH OF FAME 
FOR MY PATH OF FAME 
IS 100% COMPLETELY . I
I SIGH RELEVED FOR I AM THRULY ALL I BELIEVE
SO NOW YOUR NAME IS KNOWN
BUT WITH THE NEXT WIND AWAY IT'S BLOWN
I SURELY HOPE FOR YOU THAT WITH IT YOU'VE GROWN
TO KNOW THIS FOR SURE, YOU'LL NEVER SIT ON MY THROWN
CAUSE UNLIKE YOUR BORROWED PATH OF FAME
ALL THAT IS MINE I OWN
AND I'M SORRY, BUT THAT FAME WON'T HELP YOU, TO PAY OF ALL YOUR LOANS
ON THE CONTRARY IT WILL BEAT YOU DOWN
FOR YOU ARE ALREADY RICH TO ALL IN TOWN
SO THO YOU DROWN YOUR HEAD IN DEBTS AND SHAME
YOU MUST KNOW YOU, ONLY HAVE YOU TO BLAME
FOR LUSTING FOR THAT WRONG BORROWED PATH OF FAME
STILL SITTING ON THE LOANS YOU MADE TO GAIN FAME, 
AND NOW THO YOUR IN DEBTS FOR LIFE 
THAT TO YOU THOUGH WAS WORTH IT, IT'S GONE
SO NO THANKS, BUT NO THANKS
THAT SONG, YOUR SONG, I'LL NEVER WANNA SING ALONG
YEAH THAT BELONI SONG OF YOUR "PATH OF FAME"
THAT TURNED YOU INTO A BEAST THAT CAN'T BE TAMED
A BEAST I'LL SHOOT TO KILL
YES I WILL
YOU STILL 
SAY.. YEAH BUT I TO KNOW YOUOUOUOUR NAME, NICE FOR YOU 
IT'S JUST A NAME, STILL WE AIN'T IN THE SAME GAME

50 OLDER

WHEN YOU GET OLDER SHE TOLD HER
AS A SHADOW OF THE BACK OF HER WALKED OUT THE DOOR
A SHADOW ON THE GO SEEN BEFORE
IT ALWAYS BROUGHT THE SAME ENDLESS WAIT ALLONG
MOTHER IS AT SOMETHING THAT I DID
FATHER IS IT SOMETHING THAT I SAID
QUESTIONS ASKED
ALWAYS REPLIED WITH THE SAME KIND OF 
FACIAL EXPRESION WITH REGRET
LIKE A SAD MOVIE SCREEN ON A SREEN
WATCHED FROM THE OUTSIDE
AS A DREAM
A DISTANT MEMORY LINGERING
CAN'T I CONTRIBUTE ANYTHING
THE MOND OF A CHILD SO INNOCENT
NOT YET DEVELOPED TO REALIZE 
WHAT LIES BENEATH THE DAYLY
WAY TO BE
FROM DAY TO DAY
ALL THE THINGS WE DON'T SEE
THEN UPSIDE DOWN
SUDDENLY THE ROLES TURN AROUND
THE TABLES TURN
AND THE SHOE IS ON ANOTHER FOOT
THE FOOT OF THE ONE THAT FOR WHICH NOW ALL IS UNDERSTOOD
GOOD
WE WALK A PATH THE SAME ONE IN ANOTHER TIME
ASS IF  THERE CLOCK STANDS STILL AND OURS START TO WIND
WE WALK A PATH
THE PATH OF THE SHADO 
THAT SAIS GOODBY ON THE ARRIVE OF A HALLO
THINGS TO DO
PLACES TO GO
THINGS TO ACHIEVE
PLANS TO CONCEIVE
FOR A BUCK
THE TABLES HAVE TURNED 
180  DEGREES
IT'S YOU IT'S ME
WE MUST YOU SAY
FOR REMEMBER THE DAY WHEN YOU WANTED THAT..
 AND THAT AND THAT
AND YOU ASKED AND THE SHADOW SAID WELL GOOD WE EARNED
HOPE FROM THAT YOU DID LEARN
THAT THE SHADOW MEANT WELL WITH YOU
SO ONE DAY WHEN THAT SHADOW IS OLDER TO
AND THEY RELY ON YOU
 FOR THAT AND THAT AN THAT
WON'T YOU REGRET HAVING TO SAY
THAT EACH TIME YOU WENT AWAY
YOU DIDN'T EVEN MANAGE
TO SAVE
ANYTHING FOR A RAINY DAY
PLS THINK ABOUT THAT WHEN YOU THINK OF TOMORROW'S OK
FOR YESTERDAY'S ARE ALREADY GONE
ALL THAT STILL CAN BE
IS WHAT IS TO COME
THO SOMETIMES I DO THINK YESTERDAY
IS A FOUNDATION OF TODAY
IT DOESN'T HAVE TO BE
THE REFLECTION OF TOMORROW 
 FOR BY YOU NOW TOMORROW
IS YET TO BE CREATED ALL NEW
IT'S NO LONGER UP TO YESTERDAY AND THE SHADOW THAT WENT FOR YOU
NO NOW YOU ARE ADULT
IT'S REALLY UP TO YOU
THE DAY OF GRACE
IS ALWAYS WHEN YOU FEEL ALL IS IN ORDER AND PLACE
NO ONE CAN SAY FOR ANOTHER HEART WHAT PEACE IS
BUT YOU SIMPLY JUST FEEL IT
WHEN IT IS

21 epic

Another braking the dawn
the new morning
with series of
adventures of heroic or 
legendary proportion
or the history of a
a soul of nations
epic
the genre of such poems
nothing less then
epic
as a long film
or book
or other work portraying 
heroic deeds
more words 
of a soul that bleeds words
the the life it sees
a witness
or a recording of life
and adventures or covering
an extended 
period of time
like a Hollywood biblical epic
these words outline
the stories of
the inner circle
of circles
that form many circles
heroic or grand
in scale or character
epic journeys 
around the world
glories victories
& tragedy of epic proportions

22 obviate 
remove (a need or difficulty) it's like you obviated my need for any one elselike a parachute you capturedme from a crash so deadlyobviated all possible disaster.as the authorof our storyi'll be the obviator making sure all will be just lovelyprevent all that even could be badi see myself laying in your armsin a room where the sun shies in with shadesas all memory of the rest of the world begins to fadei see that daywith you alwaysfor many many day to comewhat will become i knowi'll melt forever surrenderso tender i feel nowthinking of youit's always the same piece of mindthinking of yousome say sex is the climaxso how come i feel so highjust knowing you and icould be something as i describeremove the need & difficultyit's like you obviated my need for any one elseas gravitation pulls me to your existencei feel all stings attachedto everything elsedisconnectit's the laughter filling the roomit's my hand stroking your headit's me watching just sleepas i wake up next to youin the same bedfor the first timelike a virginto a feeling so sublimelike a splinea rectangular key fitting into all my grooves in my hub and shaft of y soulno longer will i feel the need to controlthe mood the moment the day the timeall that you will obviate the need ofin my body spirit & mind

23 insult

PHRASES
always adding insult to injury 
but yet acting clueless 
ass if you'd be to naive to see
which in it self is
a way of being insulting
on top of the matter
a new day
a new act
the actors come out
piss me of
in the daily clown show
forcing me in the front row
as they waste the time in the 
days of my life
with the most trivial
show repeating shit so old and dead
ass if the don't get
that they to me are dead
every time forcing your way in my mind
trying to stay a part of my life
like really
is this the way you all  see your way to survive
on my cost
never know you were so lost
but if people distance
just to act the clown act for an instant moment
they it must be so
ones I wondered what is fame
what is when everybody somehow knows your name
what is it
and honestly 
this clown show
you crate
is not what i anticipate
always adding insult to injury 
ass if you don't see
know yeah of course
keep repeating you don't know me
never heard of me
you only just so happen to know
how and from where you don't know me
yeah oops you jus blew your cover
another day 
another way you bother me
you bother me each time+you don't let the new day just
be as it is
 without you
and you force your selfs
your names
something you wish to be remembered by
in the life you are long no part of
if I wanted you in it I'd keep a picture
or make sure somehow
I remember
but this
is just always adding insult to injury 
fury 
is all you making me see
not the glory
for 
I DO NOT AND DO NOT WANT TO 
understand why you see the need
to follow me around
day and night with 
people and things
always adding insult to injury 
cross me
my path
act in a way that makes a bad or displeasing situation worse
you a curse
insulter 
insultingly adverb
speak to or treat with disrespect 
or neglect
to try to make your self thy important subject
more games
have you no shame
you don't know my name
then don't follow me around
your scornful abuse 
you're insulting  ways  
insulting 
your language then crude and insulting 
or disrespectful or scornful abusive remarks 
or action  
yeah they keep hurling insults at me
and wonder why I don't agree
with anything they do still  
offensive 
then
the past
and  present offers absolute insults
always adding insult to injury 

24 DISCRETE 1

IT'S A SLIPPERY SLOPE
IF YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO 
REALLY WORK THE ROPES
OF THE WORLD WHERE WORDS 
MAKE ALL THE DIFFERENCE
TO THE APPEARANCE OF THINGS THERE 
ARE ALWAYS MANY VERSION
BUT THE ONLY VERSION THAT BRINGS 
POWER IS THE ONE THAT REVEALS THE PICTURE 
TO THE PEOPLE FOR  THEM TO SEE THE ANSWER 
TO THE QUESTION WHO ARE WE
WHO IS SHE WHO AM I WHO IS SHE WHO ARE WE
THE QUESTION ASKED 
WHO ARE YOU IS SUCH A 
WASTE OF TIME
 THEN ALL YOU GIVE ME 
OPPORTUNITY TO DO IS REVERSE IT
AND SAY WHO ARE YOU
 CAUSE WHO YOU ARE DEFINES HOW 
WHAT YOU SAY AFFECTS THE VIEW OF THE WORLD
TO WHAT YOU ACTUALLY SAY
ARE YOU HONEST 
 IF NOT AND I CAN PROVE IT YOUR 
WORD HOLDS UP IN A CONVERSATION LESS 
THEN A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER GETTING 
READY TO BE FLUSHED DOWN THE TOILET
YOU FORGET THAT SHAPING OPINION IS NOT 
JUST ABOUT YOUR VERSION
 YOUR VERSION AS CAN BE PROVEN BY ME,  
CAN ALSO BE A MERE FRACTION OF YOUR ILLUSIONS
 THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN WHAT 
YOU SAY AND WHAT YOU DO
GIVES ME SPACE TO PROVE
HOW YOU IN FACT NEVER SPEAK THE TRUTH
YOU SAY WHO IS BEING CROSSEXAMINED HERE
WELL YOU LIKE TO THINK IT'S ME
 BUT I KNOW 
IN CROSS EXAMINATION BOTH 
OR ALL INVOLVED ARE TO BE QUESTIONED
SO I ASKED YOU AGAIN WHO ARE YOU
 IF YOU ARE GOING TO BE ASKING ME 
THAT TRIVAL QUESTION
MY ACTION SAY ENOUGH WHO I AM
 AND MY ACTIONS ARE PURE
WHAT ABOUT YOURS
WELL LETS' SEE
 YOU LIED TO HE.. TO SHE TO HE 
AND TO ME  AND THEM ALL AND WE
 ONLY TO GET ONE LITTLE TINY STEP AHEAD
LIKE A DISEASE YOUR INCOMPETENTS SPREAD
YOU DON'T MIND TO HAVE ALL 
THE FLEES LIVE IN YOUR BED
THO MOST DON'T EVEN WANNA WAKE UP WITH FLEES
YOU AIN'T FOOLING NO ONE NOR ME
I DO AND WILL SAY ANYTHING IF I BELIEVE IN IT
 YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME BELIEVE IN YOU
 THAT IS IT

25 DISCRETE 2

 HOW THO CAN I
IF WHAT YOU TRY IS TO GET BY 
ON A FAST LIE THAT CAN SO EASALY BE 
UNCOVERED
HOW CAN I BELIEVE IN YOU IF YOU 
CHOOSE TO KEEP ON YOUR DISGUISE 
OH AND THEN 
THE TRAIL YOU LEAVE 
IS NOT ONE THAT MAKES ME OR 
ANYONE WANT TO BELIEVE
 IN ANYTHING YOU HAVE TO SAY
 CAUSE BY NOW IT'S CLEAR YOU WILL 
ALWAYS LEAD THE PEOPLE IN THE WRONG WAY 
FAR ASTRAY
WHO  ARE YOU
 WELL SIMPLY THE ONE THAT CAME ALONG
AND THOUGH TO HAVE A BRIGHT IDEA
AND CAUSED ALL TO BE 
VERY UNHAPPY INSTEAD
WHO ARE YOU 
WELL THE ONE THAT SPREAD LIES 
THAT FORCED PEOPLE LIKE ME
 TO BRAKE THE GOLDEN CODE OF 
DISCRETION TO PROTECT MY LIFE
WHO ARE YOU
 THE REASON WHY ALL THOSE OF 
WHICH I HAD SECRETS THERE SECRETS 
ARE NOW OUT IN THE OPEN TO 
ONLY BECAUSE OF YOU
 WHO ARE YOU
 THE FOOL WHO THINKS YOU ARE DOING 
PEOPLE GOOD THO YOU ARE ONLY DOING 
EM MORE BAD EACH TIME YOU TRY  TO 
SCHEME ME OUT THEY LOOSE MORE 
THEN WHAT THEY HAD
WELL WHO ARE YOU
YOU ARE NO HELP TO ANYONE 
YOU ARE KIND OF USELESS
WHO ARE YOU
 THE WHO WHO CAUSED 
FOR ALL WHO WER 
JUST FINE BEFORE TO NOW 
LIVE IN CONSTANT 
STRESS EVEN MORE INSECURE 
THEN BEFORE
WHO ARE YOU
WELL YOU GET THE POINT
 YOUR ACTION DEFINE WHO YOU 
ARE TO THE ONES THAT GOT 
SIDELINED

26 DISCRETE 3

BASED ON YOUR ACTIONS 
AND WORDS OF INDISCRETION 
WHO ARE YOU
YOU DON'T KNOW AND CAN'T CAUSE 
JEALOUSY DOES MAKE PEOPLE 
UNPREDICTABLE 
SO YOU ARE EVEN UNPREDICTABLE 
TO YOURSELF LET ALONE BE ABLE TO 
GIVE ANY ONE YOUR WORD
WHO ARE YOU WELL THE ONE WHO MADE SURE 
YOUR JEALOUSY ENDED UP 
HURTING WHOLE NATIONS
WHO AM I
I AM ONE OF THE MANY PLAYERS 
IN THE GAME YOU TRIED TO WIN
 AND YOU TRIED TO SPIN THE SO CALLED THRUTH IN YOUR FAVOR
TO DO SO BEFORE I EXPOSED YOU
WHO AM I
 THE ONE WHO ALWAYS STAYS A STEP AHEAD 
OF YOU JUST SO YOU CAN'T SEE WHAT IS AHEAD 
OF YOU CAUSE I'M BLOCKING YOUR VIEW
WHO AM I 
THE ONE YOU MADE SURE HAD TO LIVE THIS WAY
OF NOT GIVING AWAY THE THOUGH OF 
WHAT I HAVE IN MIND TO YOU
WHO AM I
THE ONE YOU COULD HAVE HAD ON YOUR SIDE
BUT DO TO YOUR OWN 
ACTIONS OF DECEIT AND INDISCRETION
PUSHED AWAY FAR FROM 
WANTING TO BE ON YOUR SIDE
 WHO AM I
WELL THE ONE THAT REALLY TRIED TO 
KEEP ALL UNDER RAPS AS YOU STARTED 
DAMAGING EVERYBODY'S LIFE BY EXPOSING 
THINGS THAT WEREN'T YOUR BIZZNESS TO EXPOSE
WHO ARE YOU..THE ONE WHO DOESN'T 
UNDERSTAND HOW REAL INFORMATION IS 
POWER AND IN THIS CASE YOU REALLY 
USED IT WRONG AT ALL WRONG TIMES
WHO YOU ARE IS REALLY OUT OF LINE
WHO ARE YOU
THE ONE THAT DOESN'T KNOW THE MEANING OF  
DISCRETION AND THE POWER IT HOLDS WHEN 
USED CORRECTLY INSTEAD
YEAH
IT'S A SLIPPERY SLOPE
IF YOU DON'T KNOW HOW 
TO REALLY WORK THE ROPES
OF THE WORLD WHERE WORDS 
MAKE ALL THE DIFFERENCE
SO WHO ARE YOU 
 THE ONE WHO BETWEEN US TWO 
COULD NOT KEEP THE SECRETS OF OTHER, I SO 
ELOQUENTLY TOLD YOU TO KEEP
WHO ARE YOU SIMPLY THE ONE WHO DOES NOT 
UNDERSTAND THE RULES AND ROPES  OF 
DISCRETION AND THERE FOR HAVE MANY 
PEOPLE HATING YOU NOW
 FOR ALL YOU AND YOUR ACTIONS CAUSED 
ME TO HAVE TO DO TO THEM "BY FORCING MY HAND"  
 THAT IS WHO YOU ARE
 AND I AM AND STILL WILL ALWAYS BE 
 THE ME WHO NEEDS NO INTRODUCTION
 I'M IMPORTANT AND I KNOW
 I HOLD THE KEY TO MANY SECRETS THAT 
OPENS DOORS TO MANY PEOPLES LIFE
SO PLS DO YOURSELF GOOD TO NOT SPREAD 
YOU INCOMPETENTS FURTHER "EVEN NOT IN SIGNS" 
BEFORE I PUSH YOU ON A SHARP KNIFE

27 A CHOICE

A CHOICE
A VOICE WITHIN THAT TELL US 
WHERE TO BEGIN
TO ANALIZE THE WAY WE FEEL TO CHOOSE
IN MATTERS OF WHAT WE WANT IN LIFE
IT'S NOT ALWAYS A PATH PAVED 
FOR US TO WALK ON
SOMETIMES THE PATH IS 
ONE WE ARE YET TO CREATE
FOR ALL TO FOLLOW IN
AS THEY AWATE
SO ALL THE MORE CONSCIOUS
WHEN THE CHOICE IS THE FOUNDATION OF A PATH
ASK 
PRO CONTRA
MAKE THE CHOICE INTERNALLY AND FEEL HOW IT RESONATES 
THEN MAKE A CHOICE FOR THE OTHER
AND SEE HOW THAT RESONATES
AWATE
DON'T LEAVE ROOM TO HESITATE 
FOR HESITATION
IS LIKE  A KIND OF DISEASE 
WHEN RELEASED
IT SPREADS FEAR
MAKES ALL UNCLEAR
BLURRY
TELLS YOU TO HURRY
TO WORRY
TO NOT BE NO LONGER SURE
OF ALL YOU WAS ABOUT BEFORE
STEER CLEAR OF 
ALL INSECURITIES OF OTHERS
FOR BRAVERY IS NOT EVERYBODY'S FORTUNE
A CHOICE
A VOICE WITHIN THAT TELL US 
WHERE TO BEGIN
TO ANELIZE THE WAY WE FEEL TO CHOOSE
IF YOU DON'T WANT TO LOOSE THE CHOICE TO CHOOSE
CHOOSE BEFORE THE HAND OF TIME
BRINGS ALONG NEW OBSTACLES 
THAT LEAD THE COURSE FOR CHOICE NO LONGER UP TO YOU
CHOOSE
BEFORE YOU LOOSE 
THE CHOICE TO CHOOSE AT ALL
 ALWAYS CHOOSE
FOR LIFE MOVES FASTER THEN A THOUGHT
FOR NOTHING STANDS STILL FOR YOU TO PLOT
FOR EVEN AS YOU DO 
ALL MOVES ALONG AS WELL 2
SO I SUGGEST YOU ALWAYS CHOOSE
AS I DO AS I MOVE
TO THE RHYTHM AND THE GROOVE OF LIFE
NO MATTER WHAT COMES ALONG 
SIMPLY CHOOSE
IF YOU DON'T WANT TO LOOSE 
THE CHOICE TO CHOOSE 

28 BALANCE 

IN A TRANS STARING AT 
THE OUTSKIRTS OF THE SURE
I SEE MORE THEN THERE WAS BEFORE
BALANCE 
FROM THE SEALING OF THE WORLD
TILL THE FLOOR
THERE IS BEAUTY IN THE MOMENT
CAPTURED
BALANCE
IT IS FOR YOU TO SEE THE ROPE
THAT WILL TAKE YOU ALL THE WAY
OVER THE WATER
IF YOU CAN
BALANCE 
ALL THE WAY TO THE OTHER SIDE 
OF THE WORLD
YOU
WILL BALANCE SO HIGH
ABOVE ALL THE THINGS 
THAT SEEM TROUBLING NOW
JUST LIKE THAT
BALANCE IS THE WAY 
TO ESCAPE
ALL THAT IS BELOW AND BEYOND
THAT SEEMS TO MUCH TO RESPOND TO
IN THE VERY MOMENT
SO WE JUST FLOAT
ABOVE IT ALL
AND SORT
AS WE WALK
OVER THE ROPE
WITH EVERY STEP
AS WE 
BALANCE 
SAFELY TO A 
SUNRISE


29 BEST SELF

AROUND THEM WE WANNA BE OUR BEST SELF
BETTER THEN AROUND ANY ONE ELSE
COT IN A DAY DREAM THINKING OF NO ONE ELSE
BUT THEM
COT IN A BUBBLE WE WANNA CALL
WATCHING LOVE MOVIES DEFINING 
HOW IT FEELS TO FALL
BUT WE DON'T FALL
IT'S REALLY NOT AT ALL LIKE FALLING
I THINK THAT IS A WEIRD WORD TO CALL IT
CAUSE IT'S MORE LIKE
WE JUST SURRENDER
INTO A TENDER NEW DAY 
WITH THEM THE DAYS
SOMETHING TO SUDDENLY LOOK FORWARD TO
AND FOR WHICH TO KRAVE
LIKE FLYING HIGH
AND SOMETIMES AT THE SAME TIME 
DIGGING A GRAVE
BURYING ALL UNNEEDED FEELINGS IN THERE
SAVE IN THAT GRAVE
SO FOR THEM WE ONLY GOT THE MOMENT 
AND MUCH MORE TIME TO SPARE
WHERE NO MATTER THE TIME AND PLACE
EVERYWHERE
WITH ALL OUR THOUGH AND CONCENTRATION
IN THE ACTION THE NOW AND HERE WITH THEM
THAT'S IT
THAT'S WHAT MAKES THE HEART BEAT FASTER
AND BRING ANOTHER KIND OF LAUGHTER
FEELS BUBBLY
FUNNY
FLIRTY
SEXY
NEW ENERGY'S  
SET FREE INTO A NEW DIMENSION
WANNA GET RID OF ALL BAD TENSIONS
TO FULLY BE ABLE TO FEEL THAT ONE 
PECULIAR KIND OF SENSATION
A PLACE FOR LOVE TO EXIST 
EVEN IN ROOMS FILLED WITH SO MUCH ELSE
WE JUST IN THE MITS
OF COMPLETING EACH OTHER SENTENCES
WHAT AL THAT IS
THE WANT THE NEED THE LONGING
FOR SOMETHING THAT HAS NO ENDING
AND REALLY NOT ALL IS THERE A NEED 
FOR PRETENDING
IT IS

30 BEST SELF

IT REALLY ACTUALLY JUST DOES FEEL GOOD
THERE'S NOTHING TO BE MISUNDERSTOOD
THEN SUDDENLY ANOTHER KIND OF TENSION 
BUT THE KIND THAT MAKES YA WANNA KICK EVERY ONE OUT
JUST TO SILENTLY  KISS THEM
CHANGE THE RHYTHM BREATH LOUDER
BE FREE LET IT OUT
GET NAKED
THO IT'S NOT EVEN ABOUT THAT
JUST ABOUT THE SECOND OF TOUCH
JURNED FOR SO MUCH
AND LONG FOR MORE AFTER IT
IT'S ALL ABOUT  ALL THAT YOU MISSED
ALL THAT YOU IMAGINE 
EACH TIME NEW
EACH TIME DIFFERENT 
EVEN WHEN THE SAME
IN THE HEAD REPETITION OF THERE NAME
AS IF IT'S COT IN A LOOP IN THE BRAIN
NOT INSANE
BUT UPLIFTING
MAKE YOU FEEL LIKE YOU 
CAN CONKER EVERYTHING
YOU WAKE UP AND IS LIFE A WIN WIN
CAUSE EVERYTHING WITH 
THEM IS LIKE THAT ONE THING
THAT ONE THING ABOVE 
EVERYTHING ELSE 
THAT ONE THING YOU'D NEVER 
TRADE FOR ANYTHING
CAUSE WITHOUT IT ALL ELSE TURNES TO GRAY
AND ALL JURNIN BECOMES PAIN
AND NOTHING EVER IS THE SAME
AND YOUR LEFT ALONE WITH A 
FLAME
THAT ONLY ACTUALLY 
BURNS PLEASANTLY WHEN TOGETHER
NOW WHO CAN'T MAKE A PROMIS 
TO A FEELING IF IT THRULY LASTS 
IF IT THRULY LASTS IT'S EASY TO MAKE A 
PROMIS TO A FEELING LIKE THAT FOREVER

31 "CONDESCENDING"

I HAD TO GIVE YA'LL SOME TIME
IN HOPES YA'LL NOT UP TO THE LEVEL SMART
WOULD ACTUALLY GO AND FIND
WHAT THE DAMM WORD "CONDESCENDING" 
MEANS
SEE THE WORD "CONDESCENDING" IS ACTUALLY 
ONLY ONE YOU CAN UNDERSTAND
IF YOU INTELLIGENT ENOUGH TO KNOW 
WHEN SOMEONE LIKE ME
IS BEING  "CONDESCENDING" TO YOU
SEE RIGHT ABOUT NOW I CAN 
SEE RIGHT THRU YOU
I CAN SEE THAT YOU DON'T 
KNOW YOUR ASS FROM YOUR FACE 
AND YOUR ALWAYS "OF POINT" TOTALLY OUT OF PLACE
SO YOU CAN'T HAVE A CLEW WHAT 
"CONDESCENDING" REALLY MEANS
THE DEEP, LIKE ME,  YEAH THE ONES 
THAT KEEP THE KEY 
TO THE ACTIONS OF WORDS LIKE "CONDESCENDING"
ARE ACTUALLY PEOPLE WITH A BRAIN
NOT PEOPLE LIKE YOU ON THE EGDE OF 
COOK-COOK & INSANE 
CAUSE THE POINT IS EVEN WHEN YOU 
TRYING TO BE "CONDESCENDING" 
AS LONG AS I CAN SEE THAT IS WHAT YOU 
"TRIFLIN"  IS TRYING TO BE
YA AIN'T REALLY BEING "CONDESCENDING"
BUT ACTUALLY MORE PATHATIC TO ME
CAUSE YA CAN'T EVEN GET THAT RIGHT
AND THERE YOU GO.. OOPS THINKING 
YOUR SO FUCKING TIGHT
BUT LIKE IS SAID OVER AND OVER AGAIN
THOSE WITH A BRAIN LIKE ME.. OVER 
THOSE WITH JUST AN ADDITUDE LIKE YOU 
ALWAYS COME WITH A PLAN UNLIKE 
YOU WITH ONLY COMPLAINTS
SEE MY PLAN IS NOT ,TO TRY TO 
UNDERSTAND YOU PARTNER
SEE ABOUT YOU.. THE KIND THAT 
EVEN FAILS AT BEING 
"CONDESCENDING"
THERE REALLY AIN'T 
MUCH TO SAY
XCEPT WATCH YOUR FUCKING BACK GOSEEEEE
CAUSE AS LONG 
AS YOU'RE TRYING TO MESS WITH ME 
YOU NEVER GONNA GET YOUR 
FUCKING WAY YUP TO ALL YOU CREAPS
"CONDESCENDING" AIN'T A 
THING TO BE SOOOO 
OBVIOUSLY LIKE YA'LL TRY
IT'S A THING OF A MOMENT 
MAYBE WHEN NO1 IS EVEN WATCHING AS I LIED..
BUT STILL YOU DON'T FORGET IT LATE AT NIGHT.. 
HOLDING YOUR PILLOW SO TIGHT
BY YOURSELF  ALL BY YOURSELF ONES AGAIN.. 
WITHOUT A PLAN
LATE AT NIGHT THINKING HOW THE FUCK 
I JUST DISSED YOU  AGAIN ,
THAT DAY WHEN YOU LEAST XPECTED IT 
YUP JUST LIKE I DO NOW .. I DID IT THAN  GOT THAT RIGHT MAN
WHEN YOU THOUGHT YOU WAS HOME FREE 
FROM YOUR WANNABE "CONDESCENDING" TRIP
YEAH I LOVE IT .. I ALWAYS LOVE IT WHEN I.. BE THE ONE TO  FLIP
THE SCRIPT ON YA ASS LIKE A 
MOTHERFUCKING NEW BOOK 
OF WHICH I'M WRITING THE SCRIPT 
THIS TIME TAKE A REAL GOOD LOOK
WHAT YOU DON'T LIKE THE ROLE I GAVE 
YOU IN IT, IDIOT YOU SAY
WELL SORRY I CAN'T HELP IT THAT HOW THE 
"CONDESCENDING" GAME IS PLAYED
WHAT DON'T YOU REMEMBER WHEN YOU 
TRIED TO DO ME THAT WAY
YA TRIED YA TRIED YA TRIED BUT HEY YA 
REALLY REALLY FAILED
JUST LIKE YOU FAIL AT EVERYTHING ELSE 
SO IN A WAY.. I AIN'T EVEN NEEDING TO BE 
"CONDESCENDING"
LIFE "CONDESCENDING" YOU IS THE ONLY 
THING YOU'RE USE TO GO THRU
 NO DUH...DON'T HOLD YOUR HEAD UP HIGH 
YOU KNOW YOU AIN'T THAT FLY
YOU AIN'T THAT TYPE TO  PLAY THE 
ROLE OF ""MARC MY LIPS ALRIGHT"" 
ASSIF YOU ARE IN CONTROL
CAUSE SEE TO PLAY THAT ROLE, YOU ACTUALLY HAVE TO BE 
AND YOU CAN'T EVEN CONTROL YOURSELF,
LET ALONE TRY TO CONTROL ME

61 THE CREATIVE FLOW
EVERY WORD THAT BARES ILLUSION DRAWS A NEW LINE THAT SET'S THE CONCLUSION 
OF HOW IMPORTANT THE FACTOR OF REALITY IS TO THE CREATIVE MIND 
THE CREATIVE MIND  
ONE OF A KIND
GET'S AHEAD OF IT'S TIME 
THRU RECOGNIZING AND ASLO LEAVING BEHIND SIGNS
ALWAYS LEAVING BEHIND THE SENS OF TIME
IN THE WORK CALLED ART, CREATION, MANIFESTATION OF THOUGH
SOMETHING THO THOUGHT OF AS SOMETHING THAT MERELY GET'S CREATED FROM THE EMOTIONS
THOUGH OF TO COME FROM THE HEART
IS IN FACT SO MUCH MORE PROCESS OF CONTENT DEVOTION
A RECORDING OF TIME
MORE SCIENTIFICALLY BASED THEN THE VIEWER CAN DEFIND
HIGHLY INTELEGENT THE MINDS THAT SPEND TIME WINDING AND UNWINDING
EVENTS INTO WORDS PICTURES SCENES LIKE HAVING A DREAM BUT THEN ACTUALLY BEING ABLE TO PROJECT THAT ON A SCREEN
THAT IN IT SELF IS A DREAM
WHAT EVER IS BEING CREATED A SOUND AN IMAGE A VISION
I LOVE THE PROCESS AND WOULD NEVER WANT NOTHING LESS
THEN THE PROCESS TO BE MINE
THE DETAIL THE SMELL THE MOMENT OF EXSISTANCE
REFLECTING THE THOUGH THE WAITING
ANTICIPATING THE MAKING OF SOMETHING NEW "CREATING"
THE SENS OF THE IMAGE THAT WILL COME TO BE 
BEFORE IT ACTUALLY IS
THIS IS.. THE WORK OF THE PASSIONATE
THE SOULS THAT BURN MORE HEATED THEN ANY OTHER
IT'S AN ORGASM WITHOUT THE ACTUAL MOTIONS OF SEX
IT'S DOING THAT WHICH IS RELAXED TO KEEP BEING RELAXED
ON THE CONTRARY TO UP AND GO
ROBOT
HERE THERE YES NO
NEVER GOING AFTER AN OWN THOUGH OR FOlLOWING AN OWN FLOW
NO TO ME THAT AIN'T LIVING AT ALL
IT MIGH SEEM BIZZY
BUT BIZZY DOING WHAT
PASSING TIME IN A CURRENT OF EVENTS  THAT AIN'T EVEN  MINE..
STANDING IN LINE WITH ALL STANDING IN LINE PASSING TIME .. NOOOOOOOOOO
ALL THAT SIMPLY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME OR MY SPEND DAYS IN TIME
NAAA NOT FOR ME I LOVE HOLING THE LINE 
TO A TREAD OF SOMETHING THOUGHT BUT NOT YET SAID NOR DEFINED 
HOLDING THE THOUGHT TO A PICTURE DESIGNED IN THE HEAD
BUT NOT YET SET IN TO MOTION YET
PUT ALL YOUR WORRIES TO BED
AS THEY SAY THE CREATIVE MIND IS A DESTRUCTIVE ONE
HOW CAN THAT BE WHEN IN THE CREATION SOMETHING COMES TO BE
ON THE CONTRARY TO AGGRESSION THAT ONLY DESTROYS
THE CREATIVE MIND ONLY AVOIDS
PART OF REALITY THAT IT CHOOSES NO TO HAVE BE PART OF IT'S ENTITY
BUT CRAZY NOOO THAT IS TO FAR SEARCHED
IT'S NOT CRAZY
IT'S HARMONY
THE KIND OF HARMONY ONE CAN ONLY KNOW AND SEE
WHEN ONE POSSESSES IT ...IT'S CALLED THRU PEACE
WHEN THEY THRULY GET THE FULL MEANING AND UNDERSTANDING OF WHAT IT MEANS TO REAP WHAT YOU SOW
AS WE REAP FROM THE WAY WE GROW 
IN AND OUT OF ALL THAT COMES AND GOES
ALWAYS CREATING THE NEXT THING TO BE PART OF THE FOREVER ON GOING FLOW
THE CREATIVE FLOW NOT JUST  SHOWNO.  THE REAL CREATIVE FLOW

62 SAFE

THEY SAY THINGS LIKE PLAY IT SAFE
ACTUALLY MEAN LIVE YOU LIFE IN A GAGE
A CAVE OF YOUR OWN MAKING
NO POINT IN AWAKENING
BE A PRO AT FAKING
NO MOMENT WORTH TAKING
NO MOMENT WORTH TAKING A RISK FOR
STAY SAFE  STAY 
KEEPING IT SAVE
SO NOTHING EVER HAPPENS TO YOU
AND WE CAN CLAIM WE DID A GOOD JOB
CAUSE YOU REACHED THE YER.. OF.. GETTING OLD
EVEN IF WITH NOTHING TO REALLY LIVE FOR
AIN'T YOUR LIFE REALLY ABOUT THE LIFE OF YOUR PARENTS
LIKE THAT THEN WHAT PART OF IT.IS OF YOUR OWN MAKING
YOUR OWN CREATING
YOUR OWN JOURNEY BEGINS WHEN THEY LET YOU
AND IT'S FAST TO END
AS THEY CLAIM YOU'RE DISAPPOINTING
THE EXPECTATIONS THEY HAVE FOR YOU
WEATHER YOUR HAPPY OR NOT NEVER SEEMS TO BE THE ISSUE
SO I WONDER WHAT IS THE WHOLE POINT
WHY EVEN HAVE A GENERATION TO COME
IF IT IS ONLY MEANT TO REPEAT YOUR MISTAKES OF NOT LIVING
YOUR LIFE YOU GAVE IS THEN NOT REALLY GIVEN
NO ACTUALLY JUST BORROWED
SO YOU CAN BESTOW ON IT YOUR OWN SORROW
OF ALL NOT ACHIEVED BY YOU
OF ALL FAILED YOU WISH THEY DO BETTER
BUT THE WORSE THING ABOUT THAT IS MOST OF ALL THAT IS ALLOT ABOUT MATERIAL
NOT ABOUT HOW MUCH THE SMILES LIGHT UP THERE FACES ON THE CONTRARY TO YOURS
SO PARDON ME IF I DON'T REALLY AGREE OR SEE THE POINT
YEAH I DO THINK TO RAZE YA KID IN YA OWN EXACT IMAGE IS A REAL BORE
THEN WHAT IS CHANGE AIN'T THAT MORE A LITTLE REARRANGING
THE NEXT GENERATION AS LIKE MESSING UP YOUR HAIR JUST A LITTLE TO LOOK WILD
BUT NEVER ACTUALLY REALLY BEING IT WHAT A BORE
I'M DONE KEEPING SCORE WHAT EVER YOU WANT TO LIVE FOR LIVE FOR
BUT I DON'T WANNA EVER BE THE ONE ON WHOM YOUR TEARS YOU COME TO POOR
ABOUT MISSED LIFE AND CHANCES TO BE
ABOUT LIFE SOMETHING THAT IS YOUR OWN A RISK A REAL KIND OF FREE
I JUST AM HERE ON MY JOURNEY SELFISHLY
I HAVE TO LIVE FOR ME
CAUSE IT'S REALLY TIRING WATCHING THE MILLION THINGS WITH WHICH YOU ALL DISAGREE
ONLY THINGS THAT ARE LIFE 
SO YOU MUST DISAGREE WITH LIFE IN GENERAL THEN
LET THAT BE YOUR THING
I HAVE MY OWN THINGS
IT'S A LITTLE BIT MORE LIKE RUNNING WITH THE WIND
IN THE MOMENT ALWAYS IN THE MOMENT 
RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF WHATEVER IS REALLY HAPPENING

63 RACKETEERING

LIKE CLEARING THE DESK OF THE 
ONES THAT CAME BEFORE US
IN THIS 
LINE OF OCCUPATION
THE RELATION
TO A SITUATION
SO SIMPLE
IN ALL OTHER
OCCUPATIONS
HAS  DIMENSIONS
OF THE EXSTRA ORDINARY
WHO YOU ARE WHO YOU WAS
WHO YOU WANT TO BE
BURIED 
IN A PILE OF HISTORY
MANY ARE AND REMAIN
A GAME 
WHERE YOUR LIFE 
IS THE PRICE YOU PAY WITH
RACKETEERING
IF THE FRAUD IS YOU 
NOT JUST BITS AND PIECES 
OF WHAT YOU DO
THEN THE PRICE YOU PAY 
IS LIFE INDEED
LIKE LIFE IN A CELL
WHAT EVER YOU DONE 
BEFORE IS FORGOTTEN
ROTTING
IN A PLACE 
EVEN I BARELY 
REMEMBER YOU EXIST
IT'S A TWIST OF 
REALITY
HOW IT WAS 
AIN'T HOW IT IS
AND HOW IT WILL BE
ALL DEPENDS ON YOU
DETERMINATION  
TO SURVIVE
STAYING ALIVE
IS A TRADE
MADE OF MORE 
THEN JUST 1 OR TWO 
LITTLE SKILLZ
THE WILL AND ALL WE DO
IS ABOUT KNOWING
VERY DAM WELL
HOW IT'S DONE
IF NOT
IT MIGHT MEAN YOU RUN
OUT OF TIME
THE MOMENT YOU SLIP UP
I'M READY TO CLEAN UP
THE MESS YOU MADE
AS YOU QUIT
PLACES WE TRADE
GOTTA MOVE 
MOVE ON I SAY
AS LONG AS THE FRAUD IS NOT YOU
JUST BITS AN PEACES OF WHAT WE DO
IT'S RACKETEERING
IF NOT IT'S SOMETHING ELSE
MORE LIKE 
LOOSING YOU
AS YOU STAND ON SHAKY GROUNDS
THERE IS NOTHING TO BE PLAYED
BUT YOURSELF
LIKE YOU GIVE AWAY 
YOUR CHIPS
TO ME TO PLAY
THEN YOU WATCH FROM THE SIDE LINES
CAUSE YOU DON'T KNOW THE RULES
LIKE IN A VISUAL SCHOOL
WHERE THE THINGS YOU LEARN THO
 MIGHT NEVER MAYBE BE 
ABLE 
TO BE APPLIED TO YOU
FOR YOU DON'T HAVE THE FULL PACKAGE DEAL
CAN'T SAY HOW THAT MUST FEEL
 ALL I KNOW IS
IT'S REAL
RACKETEERING
NOT FEARING WHAT MIGHT COME
OR WHAT DID 
 AND WHY
JUST MOVING ALONG
NEXT HOOP 
NEXT ROUND
 NEXT TRY 
GOOD BY

64 HATE

YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT HAT IS
HATE IS ALL THAT YOU ARE
HATE IS EVERYTHING YOU GET HANDED ON A SILVER PLATTER 
OF WHICH I AM INTENTIONALLY DEPRIVED
HATE IS THE SICK WAY YOU TRY TO MESS WITH MY LIFE 
HATE IS ALL YOUR ACTIONS SO SICK
YOU CALL IT LOVE
HATE IS THAT YOU DARE TRY TO ACT LIKE YOUR FUCKING FAILURES ARE SOMEHOW MY FAULT
WHEN IN FACT IT'S YOUR HATE THAT IS THE REASON FOR ALL BAD DESTRUCTIVE RESULTS
HATE IS THE FACT THAT YOU DON'T HEAR NO
OR LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE
HATE IS THAT YOU ACT LIKE A ZOMBIE
HATE IS THE FACT THAT YOU THINK AND ACT OUT THAT SUCCES FOR YOU 
MEANS YOU TRYING TO BRAKE MY FUCKING LEGS
HATE IS THE FACT THAT YOU THINK ONLY THOSE OF A WHITER RACE GOT A HEART BEATING IN THE CHEST
AND MY RACE IS LESS
FOR THAT ACCORDING TO YOU RACIST I ALSO DESERVE LESS
HATE IS THAT YOU DON'T JUST ONLY THINK IT
BUT YOU ACTUALLY HAVE THE AUDACITY TO TREAT ME AS
YOU ACT ON IT YOUR HATE THAT IS
HATE IS THAT THANKS TO YOU AND YOUR ON GOING HATE
TODAY I'M ACTUALLY FEELING TO MUCH HATE INSIDE TO WRITE
TO MUCH HATE FOR THOSE WHO HATE ALL THAT I AM 
THOSE WHO HATE ALL THAT IS ABOUT ME BLACK AND NEVER WILL BE WHITE 
I FEEL SO MUCH HATE I'M WISHING I WOULD NOT EVEN BELIEVE IN SUCH A THING AS WRONG AND WRITE
FOR ONLY THEN COULD I NOT REALIZE
THE WRONG THAT HAS BEEN DONE TO ME REPEATEDLY 
THE HATE YOU CAUSE ME AND THE DAMAGE INSIDE
THE HATE YOU THINK IS EVERYDAY NOMAL OR SOMEHOW ALRIGHT 
SOMEHOW YOU ARE SO SICK YOU JUSTIFY 
KILLING ME INSIDE
CHOCKING ME 
CHOKING OUT OF ME EVERY BIT OF LIFE
EVERY DAY AND NIGH
I SEE NO LIMIT TO THE HATE I FEEL INSIDE
FOR YOU NO AMOUNT OF HATE COULD EVER MAKE YOUR WRONG WRIGHT 
CAUSE IT FILLS THE PLACE IN WHICH I ONES BELIEVED IN ALL THAT IS WRIGHT
BUT I DON'T BELIEVE IN THAT NO LONGER
FOR I DON'T WANT TO 
I AM MUCH STRONGER
WITHOUT ACTING LIKE WE ARE OR COULD EVER BE ON THE SAME SIDE MUCH LONGER
THE HATE INSIDE COULD KILL YOU IF IT WOULD COME OUT
THE POISON YOU TURNED MY BEAUTY INTO
THERE IS NO ROOM FOR ANYTHING ABOUT YOU
THERE IS NO SPACE NOT EVEN FOR THE WORDS "I HATE YOU"
YOU ARE DEAD IN MY HEART MY BODY MIND AND SOUL
YOU ARE DEAD YOU PLAY NO ROLL 
YOU ARE LESS THEN NOTHING
HATE CAN NOT DISCRIBE SUCH A FEELING SO HAUNTING
YOU THINK THAT HATE OR LOVE IS STILL AND ISSUE
WHEN YOU HATED ME SO MUCH AS YOU DEPRIVED ME OF SIVAL RIGHTS
YOU THINK I GIVE A DAM WHO YOU ARE
AND WHAT YOU THINK
AFTER YOU DEPRIVED MY SPIRIT OF ALL IT'S LIGHT
NO THERE AIN'T NOTHING HERE TO GET
AND IF THERE WERE YOU I WOULD NOT NO NOT EVER LET
GET A PIECE OF THIS SOUL YOU SPIT ON SO MANY TIMES
NOW SO DARK AS THE BLACK FACE OF MINE 
YOU SO DESPISE
NO YOU DON'T REALIZE IN YOUR PARADISE
HANDED TO YOU ON A SILVER PLATTER THAT I CAN'T EVEN REST
ON TOP OF THAT YOU COME AT ME WITH YOUR BULLSHIT DAILY ACT
I GOT NO REST
NOT ONE SECOND CAUSE THE HAIRS ON MY NECK ARE STANDING UP
YOU ARE SO BIZZY TRYING TO GET ON TOP YOU ARE HATE
FOR YOU THERE IS NOTHING I HAVE 
FOR THAT IT IS TO LATE
I WISH YOU DEAD.. OR BETTER YET
YOU ARE DEAD
SO STAY OUT OF MY WAY 
FOR TO YOU I REALLY DO NOT EVEN WANT TO HAVE THE FEELING
THAT THERE IS ANYTHING LEFT TO SAY
YOUR HATE IS THE WAY YOU CELEBRATE
YOUR HATE TOWARDS ME AS YOU CREATE
A SITUATION EVEN UNBEARABLE FOR RATS
THEN CLAIM IT IS THE LIFE A FACE SO BLACK ONLY DESERVES
YOU ARE MORE DISGUSTING THEN A PERVE
CAUSE AT LEAST A U LOOKS THE ONE THEY DAMAGE IN THE FACE
YOU SICKO REALLY GOT SOME NERVE
NO YOU ARE WORSE YOU
WITH YOUR WHITES FIRST SICK SICK SICK 
WHITES ONLY FIRST RACE
LIVE IN YOUR PLACE HANDED TO YOU ON YOUR SILVER PLATTER
ALL THAT MATTERS TO YOU IS GETTING HIGHER UP ON YOUR IMAGINARY LADDER
CAUSE YOU NEVER HAD TO CLIMB 
NOR DO YOU REALLY HAVE THE NEED TO EARN A DIME
YOU ARE TAKEN CARE OF BUT YOU ARE JUST SO FUCKING GREEDY
THAT YOU WOULD TAKE FROM ANYONE TO HAVE MORE AND MORE AND MORE
EVEN FROM THE NEEDY
SPECIALLY IF THEY ARE BLACK
CAUSE TO YOU BLACK DESERVES LACK
LACK RESPECT 
LACK MONEY
LACK LIFE
LACK EVERYTHING TO YOU BLACK IS LESS THEN YOU
THAT IS WHY I KNOW YOU ARE SO SICK
AND I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU
I DON'T THINK WE HAVE ANYTHING IN COMMON
YOU ARE DEMON EVIL ALL I DISPISE
AND YOUR ARROGANCE CAUSES YOU TO NOT EVEN REALIZE
THAT HATE IS TO LESS TO FEEL FOR YOU
FOR ALL YOU'VE DONE TO ME AND ALL YOU STILL DO
I WISH YOU DEAD
SO STOP THINKING THERE IS A PLACE FOR YOU TO MESS WITH MY HEART OR HEAD
YOU ARE DEAD SO DEAD
TO ME YOU ARE DEAD
LONG DEAD
SO STAY DEAD
FOREVER DEAD
YOU CARRY ON THE LEGACY OF SOMETHING THAT IS A REAL DISEASE
RACISM
FOR THAT
TO ME YOU ARE DECEASED

65 IN A DAZE

MY HEAD IS IN A DAZE
WHY IS IT SOME PEOPLE ALWAYS. TELL YA 
OH IT'S JUST A FAZE
WHEN MY HEAD IS IN A DAZE IT'S IN A DAZE
NO MATTER ABOUT WHAT
WHAT THE FUCK YOU MEAN THEN HOW LONG IS A FAZE
AIN'T A FAZE A PART OF MY LIFE TO
THE CLICKING CLOCK WORTH TAKING SERIOUS 2
I DON'T GET WHAT YOU MEAN 
AND DON'T CARE HOW YOU AND YOUR SELECTIVE THOUGHT OF TIME AND LIFE DO
TO ME EVERY MINUTE SECOND OUT DAY COUNTS
SO DAZE OR NOT
SO CALLED TO YOU FAZE OR NOT
LIKE I ALWAYS SAY, SHUT THE FUCK UP
YUP YUP YUP
SHUT THE FUCK UP
IF IT AIN'T YOU LIFE IT ALSO AIN'T YOU BIZZNESS
SO GO FIND WHAT YOUR BIZZNESS IS AND MIND THAT
OH OR CAN'T YOU EVEN FIND THTA
CAUSE HAVING YOUR NOZE UP MY ASS ALL THE TIME
IS WHERE YOU THINK YOUR LIFE IS AT
WELL YOU'RE WRONG THERE AGAIN
HOW COME THE MOST SIMPLE THINGS YO DON'T REALY UNDERSTAND
LIKE AS SIMPLE AS MIND YOUR OWN DAMM BIZZNESS
YET YOU CLAIM TO BE INTELLIGENT
INTELLIGENT IS WHEN I DON'T NEED TO REPEAT MY FUCKING SELF
ABOUT THE SAME FUCKING THINGS BEFORE YOU GET IT
WHEN YOU NOD YOUR HEAD ASS IF YOU DO
BUT STILL YOU COME AGAIN
DOING THE SAME DUMB SHIT THAT LET ME KNOW YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND
NO COMMENT IS LIKE A VETO CARD IN A GAME
YOU CAN USE IF YOU ARE SMART
BUT ONLY IF YOU HAVE DONE NO DAMAGE YET
AND ONLY YOU KNOW  THAT FORM THE HEART
WHAT YOU DID WHAT YOU SAID WHAT YOU DIDN'T AND WHY
IS ALL A PART OF THE LIE
OF COURSE WE CAN MAKE IT ABOUT THE WORDS SPOKEN
BUT SOME TIMES THE WORDS UN SPOKEN
CAN DO EVEN MORE DAMAGE THEN THE OUT LOUD
MY HEAD IS IN A DAZE
NO I NEVER LIVE LIFE IN A FAZE
IT'S ALL THE SAME THING
POINT YOU CAN'T WIN
CAUSE I WON'T LET YOU WIN
NO MATTER HOW YOU TURN AND TWIST EVERYTHING
MY HEAD AIN'T IN A DAZE
AND I AIN'T GOING THRU NO FAZE
THIS IS THE TIME AND PLACE
IT'S CALLED LIFE FOREVER UN GOING ALWAYS
SO LET'S SAY A WORD OR TWO
ABOUT THE UNSPOKEN YOU CONVENIENTLY UNSPOKE
AS IN WHEN I HAD YOUR BACK
AS IN YOU CREATING SMOKE
TO COVER UP ALL MY GOOD
AND DISPLAY ALL THE BAD
THE TACTIC IN THAT
IS NOT SPEAKING ABOUT CERTAIN THINGS IN FACT
SO YEAH NO COMMENT IS LIKE A VETO CARD
BUT FOR YOU IT'S A TOOL
 TO TRY TO PLAY THE WHO SAID WHAT WHY AND WHERE GAME
FROM A SELF RICHES HYPOCRITICAL PLAY
I ALSO GET THAT WAY
IT'S THE WAY THE COWARD PLAYS
CONVENIENTLY AFTER DROPPING THE BOMB
 OF COURSE YOU HAVE NOTHING TO SAY
BUT THAT AIN'T THE NO COMMENT I'M TALKING ABOUT
I AIN'T DUMB AND I GOT NO DOUBT
THAT WHAT EVER COMES OUT OR NOT OUT OF YOUR MOUTH
IS ALL THE SAME BULLSHIT CHOU CHOU
CHATTER CHATTER CHITTER CHAT
WHERE THE SNITCHIE AT
WELL I JUST TAKE ONE LOOK AT YOU
AND I AIN'T CURIOUS AT ALL
CAUSE ALL YOU DO WHEN I AIN'T WATCHING DON'T NEED NO WORDS TODAY
MAYBE YOU WERE CURIOUS 
TO FIND OUT HOW I PLAY
I PLAY YOU ONLY GET YOUR WAY
IF I GET MY WAY
ALWAYS HAVE AND ALWAYS WILL
THE MOST SIMPLE GAME THEY SAY
YET A GAME YOU DON'T SEEM TO WANNA UNDERSTAND
WHERE EVER YOU ARE AT
DID ANYBODY EVER TELL YOU
CURIOSITY KILLED THE CAT

66 POLITICAL AGENDA

AGENDA
WHAT IS ON YOUR AGENDA
YOUR TO DO LIST FOR THE DAY
NO I MEANT YOUR LIVES AGENDA
OR DON'T YOU WANNA GIVE THAT AWAY
YOU DON'T KEEP SECRETS OF COURSE YOU SAY
THAT WHAT ALL SAY WHO IN FACT DO
AS STRAIGHT FORWARD AS I COME
I AL READY REALLY KNOW YOU
AS SOON AS I HEAR YOU SAY THE WORDS
POLITICAL AGENDA NO NOT ME
I'M JUST HEAR FOR YOU YOU SEE
SHUT YOUR TRAP
YOU LYING RAT
HOW COME I KNOW THOSE WHO GONNA SAY THAT
ALWAYS GONNA SAY THAT
CAUSE YOU REEK OF DIS HONESTY
FROM A MILE AWAY I CAN SMELL AND SEE
YOUR FILTHY LIES
SPREAD LIKE DISEASE
YEAH YOUR ALWAYS LOOKING FOR A NEW PLACE TO RELEASE
YOUR LIES AND SPREAD MORE OF YOUR DISEASE
AROUND AS YOU GO 
TO THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW 
THOSE WHO DON'T KNOW YET AS I MUST SAY
CAUSE THOSE INTENTIONS 
ARE CLEAR AS DAY
OH MY FRIEND 
MY DEAR DEAR FRIEND
WITH YOU THAT I REALLY DID NOT INTENT
BUT STILL YOU DO
SO FUCK YOUR INTENTIONS
THE END JUSTIFY THE MEANS
AND THE MEANS IS
NOTHING
I COULD SIT HEAR AND WAIT THE REST OF MY LIFE
BUT FOR SUCH A POLITICAL ORIENTATED PERSON
THAT CLAIMS NOT TO BE
NOW THAT WOULD BE A WASTE OF MY FUCKING LIFE YOU SEE
AS I MOVE ON
LONG FORGOTTEN IS YOU
BUT ALSO THAT DOES NOT GO WELL WITH YOU
AS YOU LIKE TO FEEL IMPORTANT EVEN IF YOU ARE NOT
YOU'VE OBVIOUSLY HAVE ISSUES WITH THOSE LIKE ME
BY WHOM YOU'VE BEEN FORGOTTEN
SO YOUR NEW AGENDA ON YOUR TOP LIST IS
TO TRY TO PISS ME OF 
SO I ACKNOWLEDGE YOU EXIST
BUT THE POINT IS YOU REALLY DON'T
AS LONG AS IT'S YOUR OWN DOING TO BE REMEMBER
YOU ARE ONLY REMEMBERED IN TUNS OF HATE AND NOTHING SWEET AND TENDER
SO I REALLY DO WONDER WHY YOU EVEN BOTHER
YEAH YOU BOTHER 
CAUSE YOU SIMPLE LIKE BOTHERING OTHERS
AS YOU HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO DO. IN LIFE
LEFT BEHIND "BY ME" ONES AGAIN AFTER ALL YOUR SCHEMING FAILED
YOU SUDDENLY REALIZED
NOW YOU WISH YOU COULD TURN BACK TIME
CUT THE CRAP YOU FUCKING IDIOT YOUR WAY OUT OF LINE
ANYWAY YOU AIN'T GONNA GET MY VOTE EVER AGAIN
YOUR OWN WORDS "BACK AT YA" " YOUR NOTHING" 
AS YOU THOUGH OF ME " NOW I I QUOTE" 
WELL WHAT SHOULD I SAY , I TOLD YOU SO
WELL LIKE ALWAYS THAT MUCH YOU KNOW

67 Posh

Many mainly from the same ghetto's
yet they call me/her/she/ posh
just for working the but of
& kicking it up a notch
No longer have much nee to 
daily rome the street
yet I KNOW HOW IT BEAT
I know exactly how it beats
You like to think I ain't got game
I twisted all the same
i'm just done with most of the lame
yeah those things you call game
the streets I know where to go
when I actually have to
and we all know that is all there is to know about the streets
way way around
that is what really counts 
when it comes down to it
surviving on the street
Just done with the lame
the things you call game
like  i can't see the moves
you make to catch a brake
to finally reach my level
so hell yeah the game is played
To me it's all the same
you still working 
to try to get
all I already got
As I work to get even higher then I am
so what
it's all the same plot
would only be not
if I was not from the same place
didn't have the same moves
couldn't brake the same grooves
with all we all got
yeah I see the plots
tho some things can't be bought
So before you get cot
In a hypocrite knot
think o what you say
the things you throw my way
will haunt you some day
when you finally reach where I'm at
By the next in line hungry cat
they'll tell you just the same
say that you are posh
for all that you got
so what's your resolution
no matter what I ain't gonna be stuck
just cause your words are meant to slow me down
still a bunch of crock
in which I won't get cot up
no I won't get cot up