Was mean to go into this topic today as well but short notice. I'd prefer going into this topic when i'n not in insomnia and all my brain sells are actively participating.
The topic in question:
For the underlining deeper topic beneath the topic today I take us to New York and although this type of everyday ware I'm rocking above motivates me to feel hot to, the following topic is one of the biggest demotivating topics of my life and I though it would become better after Id been to Africa and back to Europe but for some idiots they are only making it worse the topic is racism no matter how and in which direction it's some demotivating shit I don't want in my life! I'm just gonna tip on it here today but for this entire piece you're going to have to visit the link above "ME SCRIPT ETC ETC." CAUSE I'll be using a tv show to go deeper into this topic next weekend, The reason I'm doing head & heart every second weekend, is so I can do other links on this blog every interval second weekend to. The topic Racism example I'm 155 HE IS 192 Tall, I love R&B soul etc. hip hop generally black music, if so rock as well he mainly loves rock, I'm black brown eyes, he is blond bleu eyes the example I'm using next week you can already watch it now on link below, so you'll know what I'm talking about, I have faced this problem in my own life before In my 20ties as my music got more black my ex boyfriend also was is blond caucasian then became a target "so called" black music lovers used as an aspect to criticise me & my music for as well as to insult him or me claiming me being with a white person makes me not authentically black " the most racist bullshit I ever heard in my life" How the fuck do I stop being black cause the man I'm with is caucasian only a racist can make sense of that I don't get it"! Do you think my roots in Africa are in my pussy??? Let me correct you my roots don't disappear no matter who I'm with and if you don't get that my dear racist friends get in line with the nazis cause if that's your mind set that's the group you belong to. And this also added to many other things put a huge strain on that relationship.
If this situation happened now where I'm older Id give less of a damm about what racists think or better yet don't think! Cause racists don't think they rather just see oposites and hate on it. And personally I'm so over nonsense like that. I'm not colorblind I see perfectly clear and who I love and loves me isn't a matter of the colour of our skin nor a matter of some lifestyle "so what" will we die if I love hip hop and black music and he loves rock, no we won't Nor is that what our every day life revolves around " sure being a power couple can be helpful if certain things align " But honestly things aligning in a relationship also is not guarantee for it to work nor a recopy for happyness. When you have a family with some1 the things that matter are is he a good dad to my babies, not just what does he like to turn up loud in the car. Or what colour is his skin or mine, no to me what matters is how do we interact with one another when we talk every day, How do we lift each other up, motivate one another near or far we are always close. The priceless love in life doesn't come only from superficial expectations from one another. And with a loving well articulated man to me it's clear that actually the well rounded articulate way a man interacts with me, matters a million times more then the other factors. Cause you can be the same skin colour and love the same music and still have nothing else what really matters in common! And that is a fact I lived thru so I know what I'm talking about dear racists take to heart that interacial doesn't mean that two people give up all of who they are mostly if it's a healthy relationship it means two people gain more to what they are from another culture and life thoughts like this motivate me, not thoughts of some racist persons mindset telling me it's Best if I get married to some African farmer with who I might have less in common except skin colour music and heritage, simply cause I was raised in Europe sinse age 4!
Anna Reynolds Correction Anna Adonu-Reynolds aka dj / missalpha
Recently as I was filling in some form and I was asked about my hobbies I realised That I have been an artist so long prior, for the most part of my life that I always, prior to this very moment always placed my love for music in this space. But over the years as more gifts and talents added to my roster and I was already struggling to describe the gifts talents and hobbies prior to be a round brand. I just realised things are always adding but nothing ever gets put in the background. Later I realised that this fact was do to the fact that even as a writer I’m always cut between what is expected of me by all those who already know me & what it is I now am breaking into and which direction I want to head in as I grow with time as an allround artist entertainer la la and most importantly writer, . Then I realised the one element that always guides me no matter what I do “writing”. See writing is and has always been my voice though I’m a well trained artist & singer composer, back then and now when I do music, writing my own music gave me the voice to express myself and a message, yet as I grow, writing music alone isn’t my greatest passion anymore.
Sure I love melodies no doubt & the creating of them in combination with electronic or instrumental sounds it's a magical journey such a gift and ones touched by it it hardly lets one go in this life. But I love stories allot, the reading watching as well as creating scrips, columns, movies -tv shows, fashion & I care a great deal about my health & lifestyle & so so much more things that come to mind but now not to paper this very moment.
All and more combined is just a whole lot of me. Now I’m not someone who likes to live in the past. Nor am I someone who gets to everything instantly so at times it might seem as the direction I’m heading towards here, is unclear but that isn’t the case. I just only have two hands to film and take pictures make up concepts write etc. etc. & mainly ding all myself including a full & rich not online but offline life next to all this. A rich life which also naturally inspires me on new material to write about & imagine all the ours it takes to actually read a book or watch a movie, to cut it short you get the picture it's allot for one person. And I mainly conceptualise snap pics movies and edit myself to my written pieces. So it just all takes some time to come together on paper then on blog then published.
It takes some time either before I can add all elements that eventually grow as time moves. For instance music is a split between German & English lyrics now yet I don’t have the time to get to neither and blog about it. Simply cause I have other things to do as well as other interest to blog about currently that also need my attention. So I'd say everything in do time and it’s up to you to comb thru which aspect of me & this blog you enjoy most. But as we move along, Today I’m adding a new chapter which is two in one actually an entry called ME SCRIPT M&M & LOOKGOODONMEwhich is about my alter Ego and what it does with fashion as well as with characters of movies or tv shows.
See I’m the type of person who has always used fashion as an artist to create & express an alter ego which is better looking hot and great at everything just a superwoman & oddly enough when in the studio that's exactly what i become a voice with no boundaries to style and genre. An alter Ego that simply shines in the spot light. so apart from dipping in the past a bit so you can get to know me better now in 2015 I’m also going to share my looks that look good on me not just elegant styles but also sports ware or simply home ware even simply stuff that looks good on me in general. And from that maybe you can take personal notes to apply to your own sense of imagination of how your alter Ego and best you should look like. Maybe even like me who knows.
See everybody has their own body type, and though many in my family do fashion, most of them have never really wanted to admit that the things they do as is the case with most fashion designers in this world, basically only is for their body type mainly. For instance if you have no boobs unlike me a double breasted vest over a certain buttoned up shirt looks clean but if I ware it which i also advice my mom not to ware stuff like that, it simply doesn't look as sophisticated. Not that people with bigger breasts don't have Fashion that looks sophisticated on them we do it's just simple not exactly the same things someone without breast would look good in. But enough about details here and more in the piece itself later.
As I started with my own fashion around 2006 I REALISED VERY FAST what fashion for me was about it was about putting my own stamp on everything I love to ware and looks good on me and making a life style out of it. And soon I realised many loved that same look so I started to sell pieces of mine. I now no longer do that but intend to do more of my triangle and other stuff ones I'm better settled in Kokrobite Ghana, in my lodge spot where a shop will be opened for this special beach ware I love to design & love the lifestyle of. But I’m still very much so into what looks good on me despite that I'm now to occupied with architecture & construction plans to even be able to concentrate on fashion with the full attention it needs to be great.
The other aspect of the alter Ego all comes together as a good script movie and tv show lover I always apply the role of certain characters of movies to myself in a funny way or contemplate them to my own way of thinking and my own life like “what would I have done in that same situation” those are some deep life lessons to be taken from my movie tv show alter ego comparisons. So I wanna mix that all up, one time or thy other write and post about one or thy other on this link and together that is ME SCRIPT M&M STANDING FOR MUSIC & MOVIES TV SHOWS / WHAT WOULD I HAVE DONE OR DO IN SAME SITUATION AS THOSE CHARACTERS TYPE OF REVIEWS IN MY OWN REWRITE SCRIPT & WHAT LOOKS GOOD ON ME IN DIFFERENT CONTEXT FROM ELEGANT TO SPORT & FREE TIME WARE AND FROM TIME TO TIME ADD MY OWN SHORT SCRIPT ON LIFE AND SITUATION PUT IN A STORY. AS SCRIPT WRITING IS A DIRECTION I WANT TO SERIOUSLY PERSEW IN WRITING THIS WILL BE A GOOD OUTLET TO KEEP BUSY WITH IT TILL I'M FULLY WHERE I WANNA BE WITH IT.